Not The LastA Poem by ♪The Girl Next Door♪A poem. Simple as that(I wish).This may be the last poem I write to you. I wrote this because I felt like it. Not because I want drama Not because I crave sympathy But because I needed to get it off my heart.
The pain I feel when I think of you standing next to some other girl you say I'm your number f****n one so why do i feel like this?
And I know, I know, it's my own damn fault. clingy me stupid me I brought it on myself
But I'm not one of those girls I never was, every five seconds: "Where are you? Are you talking to her?" That's not me! But when I think of seeing you Next to another girl, it hurts.
I'm too young. I'm too naive. I'm so damn stupid. I just want someone there. But best friends turn into boyfriends Boyfriends turn into "best friends" I only want some one to be there.
Someone who's going to meet me in the rain at 2:30 in the morning, listen to me, hug me, but please don't tell me "everything's going to be ok" Lies sting more the truths
Tears run down my face for no reason I smile and laugh at nothing at all. I do believe I'm going insane. But that is nothing new.
My mind is morbid, That's a fact. I laugh at deaths. Gruesome thoughts make me giggle. I can't help it.
This is me. Somethings wrong with it though. It's not that I'm crazy or disturbing That I'm insecure and sensitive (on a good day) but that I chase things that will always out run me. I reach for things I may never hold.
And I'll tell you right now, This is not that last. © 2012 ♪The Girl Next Door♪Author's Note
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Added on July 17, 2012Last Updated on July 17, 2012 Author♪The Girl Next Door♪In The Highest Room Of The Tallest Tower, COAboutMy name's Makenzie and I'm extremely insane. If I were a super hero my super hero name would either be Captain Procrastination or Sarcastimaster. P.S. also by the way, I'm a confessed crazy cat lady. .. more..Writing
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