when the angel came down to see the creation of GodA Story by kenwillpof the countenance be mindful, as one minds the hands of a clock, are they right or wrong in their speakingIn the beginning when the angel came
and seen how beautiful and good the Lord God had created, formed and established
the “Garden of Eden,” it was overly and eagerly infatuated with the “created”
thing. Being moved out of sort by its own limited capacity: the effect of its
inevitability: the fallibility of formed and created things and natures. And
so, by a disassociation within its formed nature, through an overwhelming inordinate
and irrational imagined type of “love,” “loving,” and “love for,” consequently the
angel was ignorantly and thus foolishly moved by corrupt desire. An overly zealous
and unruly affection by way it lost right perspective and an orderly behavior.
It was found guilty of mistakenly loving the created thing before and above its
first love and desire of love. That love was for, and it was from, the “Will”
of its Creator. Of course the angel could not but be wholly astonished and
moved by the Divine handiwork of God, as was all the host of heaven. Why did
the angel come down, only God knows? However one thing is for certain, it did
not leave as it had come, but from that moment onward it and its relevant
countenance would never be as it was in its first instances of being - justified?
Innocent? Blameless? Loved? God’s creation excitingly and
breathtakingly moved the angel. Its eyes pierced the purity and clearness of
the springs of water and its bosom breathed deeply of the Elysian breathe and fertility
of the land. Romancing in its thoughts the angel fell in love with the grand liveliness
and bright greenness of the trees, at the sprawling herbage of vegetation, and at
all the varieties of colorful fruits. Caressing softly the blossoms and the
fruits which grew abundantly the angel found itself entranced. The angel
longingly admiring with great affection the comely blossoms of the fruits which
would soon become deliciously edible fruit: fruit bearing seed according to its
own likeness. The angel’s watering palate drawn again and again by an
irresistible desire to the appetizing attraction of the ripening fruit born to
delectable ripeness. In the very same instance the angel beheld the glorious
population and vitality of all the Garden’s diversity of plant life. Brilliant
and vibrant were the massive congregation of flowers and sprouts, a very great
throng of seedlings and buds, young and tender, large and small. An enormous
ganging of grasses, reeds, bushes, hedges - a sprawling mass of botanical
wonder crowded the ground. So very many kinds and formations grew lengthy and
fatted, vivacious and uninhibited. And their bodies were covered in dew,
sweating and dripping in nutrient rich vapors of “Holy Freshness.” The angel’s curiosity
being bedazzled, tantalized, and intrigued, even marooned upon the divine horticulture
of God, at its watering, fertilizing, and at its growth and strength. All its faculties, mind, heart, and
desire were pleasingly stranded in the Garden’s perfect life, in the creation’s
life, light and wisdom from God. The angel’s cares pleasantly castaway upon an isle
of goodness and beauty, liken to holy and heavenly settings. The spirit-being’s
thought isolated, quieted, and left alone to drift in the Garden’s temperate
and life-giving atmosphere. Above all things was the angel environed and well
pleased by the Garden’s developments of serenity, peace and calm. Charms appealing
congenially within the angel - supreme beauty. The “Garden of Eden” possessed a
kind of supernatural, pious order quite similar and familiar to the angel that
of the abode in the heaven. Exquisitely enchanted the angel was absolutely
struck in awe at the “Deep,” at the darkness of it, at the vastness of it, at
the depth of it, and at the pervasive saturation of blue which colored even to
the deepest reaches. And the angel found itself stymied and pleasantly confounded
in amazement at the rich and beautiful myriad of teeming aquatic life. There again,
before the angel could turn and catch its breath, the childish embellishment born
upon its face burst in wonderment at feeling the strange, soft and invisible current
of wind; even gusting gales forceful against its leaning and compensating silhouette.
Astonished was the angel at the magnificence of the winged-creatures lighting
and launching on streams of invisibility. So many, many sizes and variations of
feathered-life, birds of flight took to the heavens graciously soaring and
diving taking to their advantage upon the breaths of the Garden’s breathing. Solemnly
they lifted sky-high upon their aerodynamic wings, rising upon the power of the
wind, and splendidly in the precious gift of flight. The Garden’s breezes, exhalations and
inhalations divinely coursing, blusteringly and conveniently carrying a dashing
fragrance of greenness, of plants, of trees; an interesting aroma of blue, of
water, of sky, and a boasting odor of dust, of dirt, and of sand. All of which
were fanned by the Garden’s very first breaths of life. Whistling and sweeping
winds from the exhortation of life, high and driving, firm yet gentle, blowing and
oscillating back then forth. And in the wind was an unction telling of a power
and wonderful spiritual life-force flowing, pushing and prodding then pulling
and gathering. Commanding directions blew upon all, touched and crossed upon the
whole landscape of the “Garden.” Dancingly and delightfully, swirling and
bristly, all at once, and all in unison, thus did lofty treetops, bold bodies
of hedges, fat bosoms of bushes, lanky and thin reeds and grasses, even small plants
and their leaves, all move and sway instructively at the heralding spirit’s solemn
cadence and capable leading. The angel was not any the less mystified
but ever the more mesmerized; therein how sharply, intensely and momentously,
how glued, fixed and immovable, than at the first was the angel’s mind rack and
its wide eyes shocked. Both being altogether overwhelmed, so that the angel’s
reverent, stocktaking and assessment of the Garden’s crowded grounds was
interjected with an unequivocal mental sensation, a very powerful emotional and
visual interruption. Its business stopped, as its mind’s attentiveness was
stayed. An unbelievable sight captured the angel eyes and twisted its neck
violently upward. Beyond spectacular, highly above outstanding, was the powerful
mindboggling, eye-wrenching, neck-jarring, and breathtakingly view, thus was
angel enthralled without measure at the glorious station of the sun to light
the day, at the moon to light the night, and at the hosts of stars that marked
the seasons of the earth. Each and every celestial body being intricately and
orderly placed; all dutifully and carefully positioned by the Lord God. Singularly,
each one designated by design to take its particular, appropriate and appointed
place of watching. How blessed they are, and we too by their light shining, to wit,
by their continuing but finite glory that we ourselves are touched and moved in
the spirit by their testimony of the Glory and Wisdom of our God. Blessed by our
spirit’s shining admiration, filled by the light of our reflection and
aspiration upon the incomprehensible and infinite beaming of God’s Sovereignty
in Holy Light: God the “Light of Life:” the Eternal Life, Light, and Glory
reigning down upon the incredible things of the “Garden.” The millions and
millions of inhabitants of the cosmos: moons, planets, stars, constellations,
and galaxies, all signifying and speaking in the Spirit of love, joy, and
faith; all of them boldly, continuously and triumphantly marching throughout
eons of time. Now they are the heralding antiquities of eon’s past, of today’s
presence, and tomorrow’s mystery; their durability witnessing and testifying of
“Wisdom and Truth” since the “beginning.” Giving their due glory and honor to
the “King of the Ages,” to His Word and Spirit: in Whom and with Whom the Lord God
took council, together the “Trinity” of God proposed and purposed to call,
form, create, and establish all [things] from nothing; in Divine super-nature and
power, that is, within the will and work of the Word and Spirit, the bodies and
truths of the “Garden of Eden” received their reality of life and light. An
Elysian virginity of birth through Light, the very dawning Life of creation in
Light, and in Life awakening to the goodness and beauty of Light. Coincidentally not, but as with the
facts of the “Garden of Eden,” verily was it in the will and purpose, in the
testament and benediction, too in the fortune and charity of inheritance from
God that angels waxed so prosperous. The angels subsequently subsistent in
accordance with God’s “Unsearchable and Unfathomable” Word and Spirit of Life
and Light, Truth and Wisdom. First of all things did the angel - all angels - received
their very own individual and unique expertise and legacy, their formation of
spiritual body, their exact premise of meaning and manner, and their
distinctions in forms and principalities of Truth, even some to reflect powers
of created-truth. Chiefly being spirits formed in their exactitudes by the Holy
Spirit. But are they above the perfection of their God, being unaffected and
none of them suffering from the effect of the potential phenomena of sin, not
at all, as we have found and noted. No. Not one of them is “Begotten” and
sinless having an “uncreated,” pure substance and essence of Divine Holiness,
an immediacy in the “One and Only” True God, being of that peculiar and extraordinary
super nature which is perfection"within and without sinless, unmatched,
unrivalled, unparalleled. The “Begotten” is of that absolute quality and infinite
quantity of the Father: The “Begotten” is the Word: The Glory of the Holy
Spirit. Again, going back to that first
striking and inquisitive glance of the angel at the bodies and truths which opened
wide and gawking its eyes; its mind too being wholly mesmerized, being grandly
astonished, and thus was the angel spellbound and refrained. The youthful angel
stunningly captivated, the angel’s young heart stayed exceedingly in delight. Its
whole being and deportment absolutely completed in amazement at all it beheld.
To worship? O’ how greatly in its unreserved enthusiasm, in its unchecked
grandiosity, and in its zeal of uninhibited passion did the angel adore in
adoration all the holy and good works of its God: the “Holy One,” the “Lord God
Almighty,” “the Great ‘I am,’” to wit, “the Sovereign Amen.” Unbelievably, perhaps unintelligibly because
of its minute perspicacity of wisdom, but still detrimental to the angel’s demise,
drastically did its countenance changed. Changing disastrously for the worst; its
beauty was forever utterly marred and misshapen by the fall of its countenance.
And fall it did. Falling within itself and from its high position. Because in
changing its countenance it disembowel itself of an original beautiful meekness
of spirit, gracious humility and glorified station. Thus the angel in the darkest,
hidden corners of its mind and in the neglected, filthy recesses of its heart became
deathly sickened " fiendish. The angel’s mind dissuaded, plagued by sin; its
body invaded, pervaded with the infection of sin. The angel’s countenance and thus
its being also wholly given in and taken over verily diseased by sin. Indeed and
in affect being grotesque of sin; the angel’s illness was fatal. Fevered in debasement
and reprobation brought on by sin’s deep infection. Hence did it deliriously imagine
and crookedly reason. Believing it could in the darkness of the light of sin
and by the way of sin’s dark avenues"that it could move undetected from its dilapidated
house, from its ruined furnishings, and from its ragged chairing to somehow ascend
“On High.” How then? Cleverly hidden from Holy Light? Stealthily concealed from
the all-encompassing, the all-revealing, the all-seeing and all-knowing Glorious
Light of the Divine? In the black obstinacy of the allure of sin? Via the
darkest caverns of sin’s deceitful ways? Foolishly and secretly by sin submerging
along the “Deep?” Surmising to pass unnoticed"usurping the Holy Spirit? That it
might sit in unholy majesty and sin … upon the Throne of the Most High God? Not!
To plagiarize God Almighty? Not! To avenge itself upon its Creator and Benefactor.
Not! And least not but beside which, even before
the face of the Most High, the angel disgustingly ravenous with the unholy rabies
of sin and that sin hideously disfiguring its countenance and face.
Dramatically, in the insanity of transgression, in the unsound reasoning of
psychosis, and in the madness of evil so did the angel heinously mock, villainously
accuse, humiliatingly scorn, despicably use, and evilly despise in loathsome references
all the lowly creatures, the animals, the creeping and crawling things of the
Garden. But ever the more profoundly, the angel hated the man for whom God specifically
made and graciously subjected the Garden, the earth, and the heavens below
Heaven. It is undeniable that he who sins [all
of us] is of the devil kind. Since we all imitate the angel when we too sin by
commission or omission. For the angel because of sin and its acceptance and
adherence to sin for the benefices of sin, which is lawlessness and
transgression. In this iniquity the angel became the first of all the willful progeny
of sin, the first “heir apparent” to all of sin’s possessions. And all who sin,
thereby do they claim their right of inheritance, through rites of lawlessness
and transgression. They formally declare their kinship with sin and surely with
the angel through their unrighteous demonstrations and, indeed, by their deliberate
transgressions against God’s Holy Will"proclaiming arrogantly that they are
spiritual and mortal family members of an unholy and evil generation of sin. However it was, and it is, as of an
unholy adoption process, unsanctified yet permitted in the Wisdom of Godly
Truth. An adoption procedure which the angel willingly underwent, and which all
of its kind even those of this generation now eagerly and in earnest chose to undergo.
Hence, all becoming the abused stepchildren of their new and abusive stepfather.
Yet, they do willing endure, delighting in and agreeing to the terms of an
unholy decree and their master’s will. Whether knowingly or unwittingly they
are given over to sin. This legality which is without impunity, all must in the
providence of truth and by that truth revealed discern our circumstance and
situation, for our life is set in the blessings of freed will. And it is an eternal
disposition of our spirit that is at hand. Thus by providence, soundly by grace,
and confidently by the blessings of humility, so must we all make one of two
choices: do we accept and choose to dwell wholeheartedly under the rules of iniquity
in an adoptive father’s house? Furthermore, stay under sin’s roof and therein
die ruinously within it, and thus moreover spend our eternity in the pit of
darkness which is the sanctuary of the damnable: the abode of Hell. Or, instead,
do we decide like hopeful runaways who rather fear the reproach of God, our
Father, flee to the house of mourning and repentance. Seeking out a place for healing,
soothing, tears, prayer, forgiveness, and love. Therein the faithful repentant
shall be comforted by the hand of God, in the Holy Balm of Grace. For of such
is God’s Kingdom, the Kingdom of Heaven. Our true home is in the Palace of Holiness,
it is a place established before the Throne of the Lamb, and it is of our inheritance,
our dwelling place of salvation and rest. By the “Grace of God ‘I am what I
am’.” For if left alone to the blinding darkness of sin, so would all be without
hope in this created world; surely, we would ultimately kill ourselves - dying
in and of sin. Happily, the enemy of this world, having its way in this world,
would give to us all that we long for and desire, but only according to its
terms of agreement and liability, that is, only if it will ensure
transgressions, condemnation, and eternal death, and that to the glory of its
master " sin. Just as with its own inordinate longing and desiring, indeed
induced by sin and fulfilled by it, so did the angel absolutely without a hope
of mercy seal its fate, condemning itself to an eternal death without reward.
Devilishly though the angel chose; willingly proposing to eagerly and earnestly
live in accordance to all of sin’s ungodly and unlawful ways and means in life. Markedly, the sin of “Pride” is the
most ominous and obvious, the loudest warning and peculiar defect, noted of every
sinner. It is truly the “sign” of the children of sin. Pride is the deepest penetrating
of all inordinate affections from sin; moreover, it is absolutely the surest of
all sins in its deadly effect. That is why the sin of pride was the angel’s very
first curse willed, delivered and accepted from unholy inheritance: bequeathed and
willfully received from “Sin.” And the vestiges of pride clothed the angel and
its once beautiful raiment with the new fashions of arrogance. Pride like fine
leather gloves befitting its hands, pride like an extravagant feather adorning
its hat, pride like shimmering buttons fastened it coat, and pride like a
pendant, a conspicuous coat-of-arms snapped tightly closed its cloak. Pride was
worn well by the angel, settling perfectly about the angel’s frame. Thus the
angel did strut about like a proud peacock modeling in the first bright rays of
the morning sun. But pride permeated the angel’s bosom, malignant and incurable;
pride deep within it ravaged the angel’s countenance. Pride hurts. Pride always goes before
the fall of the haughty, and God desires it so. Pride is the first and foremost
cause of the deep fear setup in the arrogant. That kind of pride and fear is of
the pitch black darkness of light " the “lie. “How great is that darkness?” Can
pride and fear ever be rational? Only when and if they rightfully complement
our will, desire, and work. However, a fear which guards my pride, and vice
versa, then these are not only irrational but in conversion is utterly
decadent, eternally degrading and infinitely damaging. For the shielding of
pride and the guarding of fear altogether prevents me from seeing and facing my
true dilemma"the sin and the lie which has vanquished my right humility and
banished my good countenance. Again, a healthy pride and fear is
reasonable when they are properly received, realizing that their actuality is,
and was, always for our providence, the parental concern and care which
proceeded from God, Who alone is the very authority on “formed and created”
life. For God is the very source and the very meaning of our life, of all life.
Consequently, there is a form of wisdom and caution inherent in them, that is,
when their direction and correction keeps me from hurting myself or others.
However when out of sort these two in their wrong forms, in their extremes, and
in their power of deformity sicken and destroy spiritual or mortal life. At
that point they can become ultimately suicidal, homicidal, or genocidal types
of insanity, spiritual and mental developmental disabilities. They then have become
in reality fatal diseases of the mind and body, deadly actualities of disgrace
and violence, eternally dishonoring and debilitating " unrelenting resource for
sin. Pride is actually a spirit’s or a
mortal’s, “live and in living color,” frightful apprehension, premonition, and recognition
of not being “number one,” the “best,” in its own estimate. So much so that it
dreads competitiveness for fear of having to be humble. Even providential
humiliation through natural competition and selection is to be despised; abasement
through correction, admonishment and edification is scorned; also mortification
through the holy and orderly process of God ranking and right-sizing all things
is demeaning to its countenance. Because of the course sin, in the distorted evil
way of pride and fear, surely even this divine appointing and stationing is to
the prideful and fearful intolerable humility. Never was there greater pride or,
in its converse, fear in all the world than that which was found in the angel. In a manner liken to hosting an evil “World
Olympic’ competition, so excitedly and with all it energy and resource did the
largeness and ignobility of “Pride” setup within the angel. According to its
arrogant and frightening reputation of dissention and contention, pride came
forth to formally host and to spend all of itself in making fit an arena well
suited to accommodate all of sin’s games; literally within the angel’s bosom. Appropriately
in the angel’s mind, heart, and verily in all its bowels took place all the abominable,
scandalous and antagonizing events. And in pride there was conceived every unimaginable
and horrid form of vile and evil sport and talent of competing. Every
competitor boasting and bragging to win the vainglory of sin. The Faust gold,
silver, and bronze medallion were won by the vilest and evilest sinful Olympians,
namely, the “worst-of-all” prideful and fearful competitors. And in wicked pageantry, pomp and
fanfare each subversive champion of sin vainly paraded before their wicked
judges and officials; dastardly striding in front of their coaches of evil and hordes
of adoring followers. Altogether the whole congregation, those competing and
those approving, every spirit with all its constituent souls, each one in
unison pledging allegiance and singing anthems salutatory of sin. Seemingly, all
the world hysterically participating. All the world being there poised and
ready to cheer enthusiastically for their heroics of sin and likewise all screaming
emphatically under their unique banners of sin. But in wretch dishonor and into
the embrace of vice and death did the hosting spirits and the lost souls
(winners by sin’s standards) of the world lean, tilted headlong toward their
finish. So that they might appear sinfully triumphant under the sign of their unholy
(angelically) and immorally (humanly) created idolatry. To take the highest tier on the
platform of victory, a stance and a place of prevail (truly shame and guilt) before
their chosen idol of sin, to wit, in worship of the iniquitously vaulted and
raised Olympic torch of sin, which represent the begrudging fornication of the world
at play, rejoicing in sin and glorifying sin. World approved, that torch of sin
is the presiding light of darkness, which they have set high above the deadly
games played by sinners at worship, demons at their best. Be it known that God
condemns all those who approved and entreated the blasphemous influences from
sin. For it is sin’s issues that are the unlimited availability and supply of gaseous,
flammable, and high-octane fuel of wicked affection, that feeds the monstrosity
of conflagration burning upon their unholy and immoral idolized torch of
idolatrous ideation. It is the evil Olympic torch universally
recognized by sinners. It is wickedly symbolic of the lively burning and
consuming heart and hatred of their idol, of their god: of sin. In that the
torch’s flickering and fighting flames and flares is represented the heart of
sin, and its fiery hot beating palpitations surging through its chambers, the reciprocities
pumping the fuel for the fierce beating of sin’s heart of hellish fire. This
heart of sin, burning with the hottest fires hell, is sets in the bosom of all
the fallen and lost, designating those that are specifically a life, a host,
and an approved locale where all the riotous competition of sin and pride is tumultuously
and premeditatedly taking place"that is within the arena of their own mind and
heart, according to their wrong attitude and bad behavior due to their fallen
countenance. As a result there is always “created” and “formed” flames of pride
and flares of fear within the sinner’s heart; always hotly clashing, whipping, dashing,
darting, stretching, grasping and reaching pointedly upward. Clearly displaying
the truest essence of the competition and competitors " an indissoluble,
contrary and ungodly countenance of pride in opposition to all that is Holy. Proportionately,
also conversely, the flames and flares quite obviously animate the fight of
sin, its pretentious battle to not lose some feigned kind of edge over its own
temporal inevitability through the unrighteous sinner’s pride and fear. For
just as the torch’s fiery flame hopes never to be extinguished, hopes ever to
be kept lit by its sponsors and producers, similarly the fallen countenance
filled with pride and fear ceases not to fight, vainly hope, and will not to fail
in the production and sponsorship of sin: Save until that day and time of its
demise, in that day God Himself shall permanently disqualify and strike from all
recorded history, from the mind and heart of every spirit and soul, every hint,
mark, note, and registration of sin. Until then, the creation shows its
suffering in that sin through it must and will compete tenaciously for the spirits
and souls, angelic and the human, who incapable in their capacitance and
inductance of sin, moreover in their infinite resistance to Grace and Truth
will not, and so cannot be saved. Sin does it very best ever by contending against
us with a powerful spiritual-motive force which amplifies false pride and magnifies
haunting fear. Whenever and wherever sin feels it is
necessary to win or sees that it is losing ground in this reality of creation, it
will breakout and use the power of pride and/or fear for its advantage. Using
either one or the other, more probable, using both simultaneously in
conjunction; if in any way they will bring about the defeat of a competing good
spirit or soul; vice versa to bring about the victory of the sinner for the
consummation of sin. Sin uses pride and fear to pervert a “thing’s” spirituality,
morality, humanity, even using these in order to hijack the wild and beastly nature
of higher life forms or the lower species of mortality, using all things visible
and invisible to gain the victory, to champion over its opposition " Holiness,
and also “formed” and “created” life in this temporal reality of ours. However the victorious winners in the
creation are those spirits and souls who hold on to Grace and Truth, prayerfully
and humbly maintaining and prevailing in their holy, good and right temper
which speaks of a sound, steady, faithful, and defining degree of humility
which they sought and found in God. This is the award-winning achievement and
crowning measurement of distance, time, speed, or place meet which is of a holy
quality and right quantity, and which wins for them accreditation and
commendation from God. The “mark” of a right effort, an earnest performance,
and a correct “clock like” keeping and setting of temper, which is the outstanding
note of a good and humble countenance. And just like the accurate hands of the
clock speak of its right inner working so does temper speak of our own good and
right inner essence (paraphrase from, Andrew Murray, “Absolute Surrender " The
Fruit of the Spirit is Love.” This is the truest nature of champions, to run
the race faithfully " win or lose, to finish with the best effort possible in
godly cheer, and to smile in their “just” countenance of fair and right
competition. Knowing full well that in the “cheerful” doer of His Will God
delights. Hence, the true winners are those faithfully trained and disciplined
athletes, who know “Him” from “Whom” they shall receive their “Just” crown. For
they have their mind and heart obediently set on pleasing their God, no matter
the severity or difficulty nor the simplicity or ease of task. For these
athletes no gold, silver, or bronze medallion, no accolades, fame, or fortune from
those on earth has that quality of the exceedingly victorious reward as in that
of pleasing their God: “Well done thou faithful and good servant.” But the prideful in their self-exaltation
is liken to a man who imagines and plans to construct a marvelous bed in which
to take his rest. He is unable to recognize that what he has constructed is the
form of his funeral pyre. A huge bed of coals upon which he has sought his rest.
His bedding he has stuffed with charcoal briquettes of self-centeredness,
contempt, ignorance, indignation, and dread which lay covered over with the new
sheets and blankets of a lying countenance. All day long he works upon his bed.
And when night has fallen the “enemy of life” comforts the man to rest in its
deep sleep. Sin deceives the man’s friends into believing he is lying there
dead and summons his enemies to go while he sleeps and end his life, and
altogether they light the pyre of lies. Then everyone gossips, “Isn’t he the
man who began to build and could not finish;” accusing the man, “Isn’t he the
man who would not make God his friend,” and the last state of that man is worse
than the first. So will be the angel’s and all our final
arrangements within our self-exalted, deceived and falsified belief system. Misconceptions
based in sin and patterned after the lie were the perversions which cause the angel
to pride-fully believe that it possessed a highness above all others and, then
also, cause it to fearfully believe it would lose that which it never possessed,
namely, preeminence above all. Such was the angel’s wicked grandiosity, a self-gratifying
self-deception supposed under the inebriating influences of self-exaltation. The
delirium of a self-proclaimed preeminence all but took the angels life. And this
mania and depressive state of sin deformed the angel’s countenance, so much so
that madness and insanity resulted, and the consequent was the angel psychotic
belief and value system"thoughts and imaginations which told the angel that it
was above and before all the beauty and goodness which appeared before its eyes
in the “Garden of Eden.” An insane precociousness led the
angel even to conceive a glorified haughtiness toward God in which it
trespassed grievously. For in it pretention it dare to measured itself to God,
and the deceitfulness of the sin of pride commended and justified its blasphemous
reasons of highness. Its lopsided and unbalanced intellect fixed within the
angel an uncorrectable goal to be as God. Above and beyond God? A goal to have
a higher majestic preeminence than that of God. To position itself before the
supreme preeminence which belongs to God alone, which is, Divinity and
Holiness. Supreme Majesty, Glory and Honor, Peace and Blessings are sovereign
dominions and absolute possessions of God: The High and Lofty One, Who inhabits
eternity. He alone is above and before all things visible and invisible;
whether they be things in Heaven or on earth. For pride’s sake, so did sin poured out
an inexhaustible and inextinguishable amount of the fuel “Lust.” From out of the
vile vestiges of sin’s deepest wells gushed forth unholy oil, entirely
saturating the angel. The highly flammable ingredients of: covetousness, idolatry,
blasphemy covering the angel. Thus all the wicked contents of lust did pour out
upon the angel, into its eyes and into its heart. A wicked anointing fuel of
oil covered it from head to toe and from wing tip to wing tip. Ready to be set afire,
the start of a blazing fire of iniquity. Forever since setting ablaze the
hottest flames of the fires of hell now burning out-of-control within and
without the angel. And its countenance was seared as with a red hot, iron poker.
The ashes of its countenance falling heavily through the heavens below Heaven,
blanketing heavily upon the earth, covering thickly the things of earth. Decisively and adamantly, the sin of
lust is always masterfully deceptive, a veteran crafty magician. Lust’s props
and tricks ever the most cunning and cleverly deceitful. Sins performed by
lust, acts artfully deceiving within its falsified fantasies set in darkly clouded
lighting, cloaked performances of specious illusions and misleading delusions: smoky
scenes of perverted truths, misconstrued ideas, and twisted thoughts these provoke
harrowing temptation and promote strong and wicked imagination. Lusty slippery
slants and sliding trap-doors open to evil delights in dungeons of inordinate concupiscence;
sin’s off-the-wall, slight-of-hand, and its distraction of the eye techniques are
practiced to precision. They are cunning devices from sin, of which sin abounds
in, avail of, and attack with, tricks of sin which assay and unfailingly allure
to a consent with death. The lusting smoke billowed from the
sin of lust is the cloudiest and thickest kind of choking envelopment. For it seek
to cover over lies, and again by the lie seemingly alleviate the perpetual haunting
remorse, self-pity, depression, jealousy, shame and guilt layered within some specific
truths which hurt. For that matter, which are all too painful for the pride-filled
and fear-filled conscience to bear. Sin helps the fallen conscience to deceive
itself by an invented disassociation of itself, and that is of its own choosing.
Thus does the “truth hurt,” but not providentially to repentance. The lies of
lust believed and lived deviously kill and destroy the spirit all along the way
to condemnation"that by God’s “Will and Righteous Judgment.” So is lust evidence
of sin; it is the proverbial “smoking gun,” in hand. Lust is a heavily dense cloud
of forgeries, filled with all manner of spiritual and emotional insanities
which surround and veil the eyes and hearts of fallen children, angels and
humans. And the sin of lust more than adequately
supports “Anger” and “Envy.” These too are verily proof beyond doubt of the
real and true offspring of sin. Iniquitous seeds raised up in the angel which cause
it to do arduous loathsome work against God, His Word, and His Spirit. Sin’s
progeny of anger and envy always sit waiting to persecute and despitefully uses
all they can - the angel, the man and the woman. Using anything and everything
for fulfillment of their wicked delights of hate and harm. They even used the
beauty and innocence of the “Garden of Eden” to perturb the angel’s
countenance. By arousing the unquenchable rage of a jealous imagination within
it; worry, resentment and faultfinding are “chips off the old block” of
jealousy in which the seeds of perversions, “Anger” and “Envy,” pride-fully exalt
and glorify themselves. “Anger and Envy” vehemently impressing upon the heart
and mind of the angel thus inducing backbiting beliefs, lies, and disturbing accusations.
Convincing ideations of treachery and betrayal which they laid and blamed upon
God, and the angel feeling begrudged moved in jealousy seeking to backstab and
avenge itself against God. Sin’s seeds despitefully using the angel like a mere
pawn - in reality beguiling it and persecuting it - within their own conceived
and deliberated unholy and violent attack against Heaven itself. Anger and envy
set to steeping the unholy vapors of the influences of sin in the angel.
Boiling up huge sieging clouds of lust, insidious and cumulous clouds of green
hues and saturations, jealously bitter clouds of poison which rose up out of
the angel. And these were sent vainly in vanity against the “Kingdom of God.” Obnoxious
smothering clouds fanned by the riotous motions of sin’s notorious children in
the earth, within the angel, and soon from within and without the man. Envy’s
and anger’s blasphemous fiery smoke stingingly singed the angel’s eyes. Searing
the angel’s pupils which lividly burned and glowed bloody-red being filled with
the heated fury and hate born in them by sin. So too did that filthy out-pouring
of super-heated dark ash scorch and blacken the angel’s once white raiment. Sin’s brash, wearisome and irritating
course, in and by powerful subterfuge and perversion, easily misused, manipulate
and abuse, the angel’s insufficient wit and strength, thus did sin with the
efficiency of anger and envy debunk the angel’s will and presumed power. Sin
dominating and forcing its very thoughts and acts. Sin possessively alive in the
angel simply worked the angel’s will entirely against it. “Anger and Envy” inspiring
in the angel signifying smoke-clouds " a foul and violent message directed and meant
for all heaven to see. The angel’s begrudging and raging sent up iniquitous
clouds of smoke which spoke of the working of sin in and through it. Powerfully seductive did all these vanities
inherent of sin"pride, lust, anger, envy" abide, move, will, and work through and
against the angel that it should “will and live” in opposition to its God. And
the angel’s unholy faithlessness, disobedience, lawlessness, and acts of
rebellion were forever noted as of the very first inklings of sin, an unheard
of lawlessness in defiance of God: unknown and unfathomable provocations of
“Pride,” “Lust,” “Anger,” and “Envy.” Firstly were these horrendous altercation
verily alteration of the countenance of things the very beginning aboriginality
of the angel to sin, just the first few “originalities” of sin. In a bonded
spiritual kinship with these, so is the life and heritage of the angel. Similarly
are all the kith and kin of the angel, who were or are today born in sin and of
sin. They are the generations of God’s wrath, verily the progenies, comrades,
allies, and associations of lawlessness and transgression. The assembly and
hosts of evil doers who reject God, and despise the “Grace” of God that glorious
gift granted to faithful children by the Son of God. To wit, “unmerited favor”
in life, and that life of Grace began in created beauty and innocence, and in
the Garden of Eden. In accordance with all that is based
in the prerogative of sin which is lawlessness, ungodliness, unrighteousness,
all sin’s varied subversive courses: so without fail sin and its hereditary
tenets drag the countenance down to the pit of hell’s abyss, and there bind it
and discolor it with the lie. Binding all whom they have bound in spiritual
chains of darkness, and that for eternity? Yes, exactly! Hence in their turn
and in their immediate course the abominable twin set " the terrible, untenable
“Greed” of sin and the horrendous, unfulfillable “Gluttony” of sin " did
completely darken the angel’s countenance. Working together greed and gluttony caused
and surely made the angel’s defiled will and desire to insatiably want and eat to
more than its fair share, over-filling its stomach’s capacity; even much more
than above what it could possibly hold. How obvious is the cause of its
unquenchable demands and of its intolerable nausea which produce the vomiting of
endless vile spillages of undigested wickedness and evil. The heartburning
indigestion of a defiled countenance. Therefore it was by the powerful dictates
and forced-feeding of sinful matters from greed and gluttony which lead to the
angel’s fattening and insolent countenance. And the result was an
uncontrollable and violent heaving of enormous stinking heaps of abominable and
insoluble lies, ill-imaginations, sickening temptations, detestable illusions, and
diabolical contentions upon the world. The remains of villainy which ought not
to have been desired and much less greedily and gluttonously devoured, which the
angel insatiably enjoyed and so gorged upon. While it set hypnotically
entranced under the twin spells of greed and gluttony, seated ignorantly and
foolishly, even proudly and fearfully at the dining table of sin. Lust was the
angel’s seductive and deceitful beloved mistress, a harlot who served the angel
delicacies of fornication and idolatry; such are the unholy delights wickedly
enjoyed at her table; also served in her bed " a table and a bed, both a meal
and a mattress adorn of lies. Moreover the enemy of sin, unbeknownst to the
angel, is as an unfathomable, traitorous enemy: the friend who dipped his sop
in the wine with his fellow yet all the while in his heart he treacherously conspires
in his neighbor’s demise. Such is sin, the great betrayer of faith. The angel was served a banquet of
lies fit for a virtue less king. It was a royal feast of abominations fit only for
the wicked and inglorious transgressor, having as much spiritual nutrition as
the dust of the earth. Greed and gluttony’s sustenance did not benefit the
angel’s countenance. They were as heaping plies of dirt and sand, cups of guile
and wormwood, just worthless amounts of vain vanities dissenting the angel’s
bowels. Yet, the angel could not but eat, it was not able to back away from the
table, unable to resist the baffling inklings of “Greed” and “Gluttony.” The
dark power of these forcibly cause the angel to stuff itself, even as they also
subtly and ever so slight-fully eased more and more and more …, spitefully into
its stomach bite by bite. Like a magically delicious potion, greed and gluttony
seemingly lessen the angel bloating tension with every morsel: the new and filthy
sustenance for its countenance, all that it could swallowed. They fueled an unending
appetite, and yet allayed the angel’s discomfort in its taut and tightening bowels.
Greed and gluttony combined together is a powerfully evil facilitation which readily
induces an insanely, insatiable appetite and which also makes the necessary and
harmful accommodations for all of their ill-spawned, self-gratifying, and exceedingly
enamoring affections for sin. To the effect that the angel should taste, eat,
enjoy, and wickedly celebrate all its gatherings and assimilation of lawlessness,
ungodliness, and unrighteousness. And to the angel these were fine foods deliciously
palatable upon its tongue, fit for its avaricious gullet, but produces an awful
emptiness within its gut. Greed and gluttony hurriedly and
plenteously served up mind-boggling, mouth-watering, and gut-wrenching
spiritual and physical temptations and desires of sin. Serving their favorite family
recipes handed-down from the traditions of sin’s unholy menus. Ailments wickedly
nourishing for the unrighteous and unaccepted, whose will is to do no good; for
reason greed and gluttony sustain their vile
countenance. Feeding the unjust in the way of sin, even as they journey to and
fro, far and wide, throughout the earth. They eat victuals of lies prepared
with unholy seasonings; unclean parts, simmered and boiled in the blood,
rejected fats and entrails served pressed down, shaken, and in full measure;
conjured soups served in dark vessels; sickening porridge thickened with lies,
slopped in abundance to the servants of sin. Greed and gluttony’s are always creditable
to those of an evil account. However the bill is only payable with spiritual obedience,
with bodily indebtedness, and with the servitude of the countenance in sin. But
the surcharge is death. Sin in all its deadly might was forcing wide a ravenously
vile and evil capacity in the angel’s fallen and now foul countenance of will
and desire. And the children of sin, greed and gluttony, are wickedly the worst
of dastardly creditors always charging an abominable usury. Knowing full well
the angel’s bankruptcy; its inability to pay with nothing but its very life and
being. Ransoming the angel’s life to the effect that whereas in its abjection,
its blasphemy, sin should coarsely own, terribly use, and horribly direct the
angel’s unholy volition. That it [the angel] should even to the point of eternal
death, the condemnation of its spirit, continue to stuff to full the sacrilegious
mongering and unholy hungering now baying in its countenance. That it should
utterly, detrimentally long for that which it had now seen, for that which did
not belong to it; moreover it long for that which is the inheritance of the
“Son of God.” To wit, the angel sought for lordship and dominion over that
which sin had tricked it into assuming and thus believing. That it could be as
God. However even more preposterously than that that it presently was above the
“Most High” God. Thus consumed absolutely in sin, and the conniving “lie,” therefore
the angel in its fallen countenance vainly suppose that all creation should be
in subjection to it. As for the man, in his bloodied countenance, he assumed
that he should have been first and that his brother ought to have been in line
behind him: therefore he killed his brother. “If you do right, will you not be
accepted? Wherefore, then, has your countenance fallen? Sin crouches at the
door and its desire is for you, but you should be its master.” The light of the body is the eyes, if
the eye be single then the whole body is full of light, but if the eye be evil
the whole body is full of darkness; how great is that darkness. That which goes
into the body does not defile but that which comes out defiles. For that which
comes out issues from the heart. Therefore, if the eye be dark and the heart be
defiling, then the life is an “Abomination of Desolation” lying within, spewing
without, and this state of life and living is a condition worse than reprobate
state of lawlessness in sin and far worst then the mere death of the mortal body
alone. For it speaks of divine judgment and conviction: the final sentence of
condemnation by God, the punishment of the second death, that is, eternal
death, which God shall executes upon the abominable and desolate spirit or soul.
How evil its eye, how dark the light of its spirit body; hence how wickedly defiled
and how greatly defiling must have been the heart, the fallen and perverted
countenance of the angel twisted by sin. The angel who had fallen in the middle
of the beautiful “Garden of Eden.” Masterly and markedly worthless, a
degradation into the deepest realms of the profane, so is agreement with sin a
grossly enjoined and a dutifully practiced “Sloth,” that is, a contemptuous and
feigned “good-for-nothingness,” an inconvenient “rest-of-not-doing,” and a
stifling “sham-of-triviality.” Shall “The Amen” say of these “Well done?” Why?
…, of course not! These are the gatherings, the meetings places of the
delusional and the vain rally points of protestation determined by the wicked. They
are the hidden campsites of the obstinate and sinful procrastinators. The secret
caves of the lazy, their hideaways, even their very own fall and ambush in the
deep and dark pits dug by themselves, and which catches slothful sinners along sin’s
path. That broad and crooked trail of the “enemy of life, booby-trapped with
enmity and vice, bait for the sinful. It is that conspicuous trail trodden down
by sinners heavily laden with knapsacks full of vain ideations, carrying wicked
loads stripped void of all the equipment and necessities helpful in the holy
inspirations and aspirations of life. Therefore are these wicked hikers lost
and destitute in the wilderness of sin in which they wonder foolishly. They
have cut themselves off from the holy. Having erred and chosen the wrong path
they hardly realized that they are stranded in the death of life. Choosing to
be slothful and travel sin’s back roads in order to avoid sanctified labor. Verily
witless procrastinators seeking a way around the duties of love and
righteousness, good deeds done in the charity of love and a humble countenance. How unbreakable and shatter-proof are
sin’s heavy duty fittings of sloth. They are supernaturally hardened nuts,
bolts, and fasteners, tightened and sunk deeply into the walls of the pit of
hell. They anchor firmly and solidly lock down the countenance imprisoned by sloth.
They hold fast humongous, fat links of a chain - the chain of sin. And the
chain is forged of sloth’s three greatest densities, namely, unholy laziness, wasteful
procrastination, and unforgiving complacency. It is a spiritual and a physical chain
which is shackled about the mind and the body to binds inescapably that spirit
or soul captured by sin. They are willful exiles, wickedly excusing themselves
from all work that is precious in piety, choosing rather to abide on isles of sloth.
Having chosen to dissemble in a loathsome society of sin and profanity. In
their patriotic “good-for-nothingness” so the ungodly stand still in defense of
sloth. They fear not but do madly assert contemning disrespect in their
laziness toward good, adding rebellion to complacency in not doing God’s Will.
Sloth so profanes them that they can only wickedly imagine and procrastinate in
sin, in lies, in iniquities: “rest-of-not-doing” and in “shams-of-triviality” aspiring
to assimilate the villainous ill-nature of sloth. Conveniently for the “hard-charging” sinner
the advantages of sloth, procrastination and complacency, seems to have landed
them an executive position with a large office on the top floor of a high-rise
skyscraper at the intersection of “Carefree” and “Easy street.” Their coveted
promotion to “CEO,” earned by their great insolence and dependable indolence,
the successful traits of the wicked. The worry-free and comfortable perch of
the arrogant and lazy, the “Fat cats” of “Sin Street” of sin. The vile watchers
of evil stock markets,” whose talent of iniquity call for the least amount of
effort and time to buy-out, incorporate, and defile whole districts of people
and their failed businesses, poor souls and their fallen countenances. But at
the end of the day’s session, at the toll of the final bell for margin call, at
the last tally of all their sinful accounting, the loss of their eternal life
is the exceedingly great gain and reward of their business of sloth. Too little, and too late, do sinners
realize that the wicked responsibility and accountability of sloth, which lay
upon the head and shoulders of the “would be” proprietor of sin, is but the
deadly task of minding an illegal racket that is corrupted and extorted by the
hooligans and thugs of the “underworld.” Always under the surface suffering crushing
bankruptcies, never-ending woes, unforeseen troubles, and legal difficulties
with the law. It is a business that on paper is always in the black, but in the
truth (heart) of it, always in the red; indebted, it is up to its neck and at
its credit limit with sin. It is the “sham” of a company which is based in
iniquity, which is unsustainable, and which is always unprofitable, and the
owner of it is forever losing his head, and on the brink of collapse and failure.
His name (angel or man) and his logo (eternal spirit or immortal soul) sold and
bargain off to evil. In the end the fall of it and loss of it shall be great,
unrecoverable and unredeemable. Slothful dealings are like a sinner’s
trust in an “early retirement plan,” though truly it is absolutely
untrustworthy. Unaccountable laziness, procrastination, and complacency are the
assets, evil savings, and despicable interest compounding, yet only unto death.
These are their unrighteous investment in unholy bonds. Their trusted savings
put into a demonic fund, from which they expect dividends to be paid based on
sin’s dark markets. These are worthless capital for things profitable for
condemnation; things that ought not to be done in the dark or the light at all.
But this is the dead’s decadent advice proffered by their hired advisors, the
misinformed speculating agents of sin, to wit, sloth, procrastination, and
complacency. The balefully sufficient suitors and death-dealing counselors of
the angel and the ungodly. Sloth is a representative of faithlessness, of disobedience,
of ungodliness, of unrighteousness, unkindliness and inconsideration. These are
verily and exceedingly contrary to holy work. Guarantors of decadence, decay,
and the death of those who heed their council. They are the ways and means of
the contented, pinning spirit or soul maligned by sin and in agreement with sin.
Those that work not at all and are reprobates rebels of God’s holy commandments
of life: charity, love and truth. But whose spiritual and soulful negligence is
the death of labors of mercy, forgiveness, and peace; thus will they not
receive either. Theirs is verily inactivity in the blessed and holy work
pertaining to the building of God’s Kingdom on earth"that is in us. That is a
Kingdom of righteousness, holiness, and a blessed and sanctified rest. Sloth is truly a top agent with sin,
and it is the principal means of sin’s manner of undoing. Truly the wicked spirit
or soul’s very own punctual undoing is its inactivity in righteousness and
goodness. Of the seven deadly sins, of them all, sloth is by far acclaimed as the
slyest. For in promoting stillness"inaction of the spirit or soul in good
works"sloth seeks to condemn that spirit or soul with the very “death” of the
spirit or soul’s lively action upon the virtues of good and righteous works. Therein,
sloth tries to kill by a wicked diplomacy. Cleverly and cunningly suggesting a
shutdown and drastic minimization of the spirit’s zeal for the ways and means of
holy labor. But firstly of all things the humble humility entrusted upon spirit-life,
also upon mortal life as well, is listening and heeding the “Word of Life;”
indeed, in faith and obedience “doing” good works of service in God’s will "
Love. That is the spirit’s abundance of Life. However, the menacing of sin by a
heretical, political savvy of sloth encumbered the angel countenance weighted
it down with lies. Hence the angel by its forked-tongue, by use of a quiet cleverness
and by reliance upon a lie, possessed the lowly serpent. Thus did the angel
through the serpent’s mesmerizing hypnotic stare and feigned solemnity entrance
and indeed instilled, lowly whispering in Eve’s ear, plausible but deceitful
words. Similarly, in her naivety, Eve looked and spoke beautifully, instilling in
Adam’s eyes and ears, indeed in his naïve heart, importunity for the forbidden
fruit, and all the unholy verbiage supplanted in her mind and heart by the
angel - a blatant and cold-blooded lie. That abominable lie which lead inevitably
and tragically to doubt, disbelief, faithlessness, and desolation, the break
with God’s Word. Consequently and remorsefully, the man and the woman’s
innocence procrastinated into shame, guilt, and fear before the Lord. They were
as dead; their innocence sabotage, and their “one time,” once-upon-a-time,”
virtuous, poor, mournful, humble, meek, pure, peaceable, righteous spirit and
countenance discolored, even in a slothful repentance of sin. For they could
not forthrightly humbly and repentantly bow down in their now twisted mind,
heart, and fallen countenance or simply confess the transgression minister upon
them by the angel. Nor could they hardly admit and neither did they seek or ask
forgiveness of their own lawlessness and failings. Of which God foreknew. And, in
His Divine patience and tolerance, waited in the “Grace of Truth” to forgive.
Hence was and is the infectious, hideous, and powerful sickness of sin, even a
prognosis of sloth, which is a fatal disease of the unwary heart and the neglected
countenance. Sloth is a very decadent spiritual malady.
A manner of evil resolve useful in the work of death upon the sinful procrastinator,
the spirit or soul who is twice dead in sin. They are still and silent pictures
of desolation, verily living vision of emptiness and vanity; willful presentations
and viewpoints of sloth. Precisely set up, they are synced high-definition slides
highlighting the vain high-resolution images of sin’s lazy attractions. How
grotesque is their spectacularly evil representation of the life and death of
beings with no consciousness of the holy remaining in themselves, having only
the witness and testimony of a fallen countenance reserved in their spirit. And just as organic matter that is dying
pines away in decay becoming putrid in the earth, without the breath of life in
it; likewise does spiritual or soulful matter that is dying of sloth pinning
away in sin is defiled, dead and abominable"a stinking defilation of spiritual
essence, which is torn apart and eternally separated from the Holy Spirit because
of its evil countenance and the deeds wrought by it. And, thus, being found in
such a low estate, as a matter of fact and right judgment, it is bury in the
bowels of the earth and chained in eternal darkness as a result of its
defilation and fallen countenance in sin " particularly in the devastation of
sloth. Save that in good cheer and in the
service of love, sloth ought to be in a spirit of love and obedience vehemently
worked out, happily casted aside, and hurriedly buried. Unless sloth in its lazily
and patient kind of ways and subtleties slip in and eventually be allowed to produce
the agony of self-pity, the mangled and poor countenance which surely causes a weeping
and a gnashing of broken teeth, of broken homes, of broken families, of broken marriages,
of broken hearts, and of broken promises. But however of the utmost importance
in striving against the sin of sloth is vigilance and watchfulness for that
worst-of-all crippling handicaps of the countenance, a flaw quite congenial but
sinister to formed and created essences. The one outstanding, most notorious,
and threat-fully looking outlaw, heinous in character, well noted for the worse
evil exploits, having the most well-known hideous and frightening face: the “poster”
child of sin, it is that which most grossly deformed the angel and it was the greatest
evilness of the angel’s countenance"self-righteousness. The most bitter and poisonous
herb of self-flattery stemming from the root of complacency. A self-perceived,
too high, “head in the clouds” sky-high, arrogant self-esteem. A fanatical rigidity
of an exceedingly obstinate quantity and quality of self-importance oblivious
to the wicked spirit or soul; that seems to be completely undetectable. Yet
does it not with a painful blow to the ego-mania and inferiority complex set to
rage the countenance? Infuriating our false pride, and so igniting our highly
flammable fuels of fear which we try our best to hide in our complacent
countenance. Moreover is not a compliant
complacency living and lingering within"ingrained deep down in the spirit, mind,
heart, flesh, bone, soul, and strength"the cause of a self-imposed disease: a malignant
and incurable tumor of narcissism? This is a diagnosis of the horrifying and
deadly neoplasm of complacency, and it is manifested by the cancer-like cells
of procrastination which stem from the toxins of sloth in the countenance " the
disease of sin exceeding at its worst. In that powerful notion and attitude of self-exaltation,
self-delusion, and self-love the angel was fooled in itself, being errantly “puffed-up”
in its spirit, heart and mind. Should not the angel, above all others, have
known and feared the Lord God? Of course. Was not its work even as ours? To
simply work the works of belief, to “believe” God, as did Abraham, who believed
God and in his work of belief and faith manifest a right countenance within,
within his godly life, and toward the Truth which God spoke to him. But the
angel wiser and more power than Abraham, so it would seem, did not adhere to
its estate and faithfully do the work of God. Why not? Because it “believed” sin
and love the false illusion of beauty feigned by the “lie.” For still
trustingly the angel unwisely, arrogantly, wholly, and how inappropriately even
sickly; how insanely it clings to self-righteousness, selfishness, and
self-centeredness. For it must because sin now reigns powerfully and eternally
in its body, these are the truths of the angel and its fallen countenance. Even
today clinging hopefully, though in truth hopelessly, desperate to celebrate a
victory that shall never be manifested by these; although it obviously knows
unmistakably that it is now closer set nigh to the severity of the judgment of
its God in these last days. How rebelliously is it sitting and waiting anxiously
upon the steps of hell. Its narcissistic attitude, the very disdain countenance
which justifies all the hate inside itself, while loathing with evil
accusations and lies anything and everything outside of itself. The greatest
dynamo within the spirit and body useful to sin that silently runs unheard, yet
it is producing an unlimited energy for evil; it is hidden in the deepest,
darkest recess of the sinner’s bowels as not to be noticed is the enormous
turbine of complacency, which produces the deadly effective motive of self-righteousness.
The power wattage of complacency, the amplification and magnification of the
motives of narcissism, more than any other inordinate and sinfully derived emotional
tendency facilitated the angel’s convictions and the fall of its countenance. The Lord God in His Will first endured
the aspects of sin, that is, the negative, vain, and vexing nature, the sight, the
sound, the labor, and all the activities and deeds of sin in the Garden; as its
very first affects and effects snared and reigned in the angel, then the man,
the woman, their seeds, their seeds’ generations. Why did God allow sin’s
reality to unfold then activate and become"a partaker, a constituent, a law, an
opposition, and a spirit of created truth? For the pureness of His absolute Truth?
For His will and purpose? Does not sin exemplify the heights of forgiveness, and
thus magnify the reign of the “Living hope of Love?” God is the Life and Maker
of Truth, the Life and Giver of Love, and He is the Living Hope in the reality
of the creation for all who love Him and will to be loved by Him. For God is exactly
the secure promise of eternal life for all who believe the “Good News” of the
Gospel. God by Word and Spirit has anchored
the unshakable things of His Will, Grace and Truth, a “Living Hope” which is
the blessing of holy redemption through Jesus Christ. The son of man, the Son
of God, Who was and is that safety and surety of Divine Faith. Whose
countenance spoke in Holiness, and voiced the purity, righteousness, faithfulness
of Godly Love. His attitude is our excellent example which we ought to imitate
and emulate; if our attitude is but as in an [our] inkling grain of faith, as
of the size of a “mustard seed;” the infallibly of that minimum of faith is enough
to become an unfailing blossom of hope, so shall that faith and that hope
become the ripened fruit of the Spirit, which is Love: which is the revealed countenance
of God. Let us by the anchor of our good and faithful countenance show
ourselves accredited of hope, faith and love. Acceptable in Grace and Truth. Sin is but a mimic. It is a mimicked dark-shadowing
which appears crouching between the creation and the edge of the void of
emptiness and nothingness. Actually seeming to have spanned the chasm by its unholy
marriage to the “lie,” and by the help of her accursed kinfolk. Through her
father’s dowry put in trust for her and along with her wedding gifts from the invited
attendants and guests of the unholy wedding ceremony and reception, even by the
donations of those attending the wicked wedding feast of sin and the lie, so
has sin and the lie been showered in the love and riches of this world. The adulteress beloved spouse of sin
is the lie. She always appears very cunningly adorn, enticingly perfumed, seductively
painted, ever the wickedly enchanting harlot. Those who heed, trust and believe
her bitter sweet voice quickly fall into the crouching temptation and the
inescapable snare of her, and that of her husband. In her essence they are
possessed in the vice of concupiscence and sacrificed to the unremitting and
unmerciful jealousy of her husband. Even if one should but turn to glance toward
her as if to look back and get a better glimpse of her, as if to know more precisely
of the dark and infamous seductive attraction of her bed, to vicariously seek a
quick flash of wicked pleasure, or to acknowledge fool heartily and register the
slightest consent with the sensuality and erotica of her dark den of nasty
harlotry, where she lays writhing in her bed with sin, then that spirit or soul
shall not escape the awful allure neither the fatal hold of the vices of emptiness
and nothingness in which it sought interested. Consequently that one shall in its
dissembled fornication and in its curiosity with adulteration becomes petrified,
and so its countenance accursed and harden by the deceits of sin and the lie shall
utterly sink like a heavy stone tossed upon dark waters. That one having stepped
to test its weight of will and desire upon quicksand; that is, in its devastating
temptation, it has tried to walk upon an unsupportive, an unreal, surface of
emptiness and nothingness: only to have sank inescapably into an abomination
and desolation all of its own making. By God’s will is, and was, His
Supremacy of Holy Light known: shown and witnessed by the angels and by men.
That He is the “Alpha and Omega” of Life, of Light, and of Love. That His Light
of Holy Supremacy is absolutely and alone “Sovereign,” in Grace and in Truth. He
was as such before the creation, during the creation, and after the creation:
God is the unimaginable and unsearchable infinite eternity of “Unimpeachable” Supremacy
and “Uncontaminated” Holy Light: He is. God is “One” Voice of Word and Unity of
Spirit: the “Incomprehensible” Sovereign of Divinity: Pure Love, Immutable Truth,
and In God is the beginning and end of Wisdom. Therefore and therein, God is “higher
than highness,” blessed above blessings, and God is Grace for Grace forevermore.
For God in Love, that is, in the immediacy of His Love, in the Divine course of
His Loving, and in the pure and perfect affection of His Love so resulted the
greatest effect of Love and of Loving ever shared and promised. Grace was and
is the highest height of love attained and maintained. Grace is the awesome and
wondrous “Divine Magnanimity” of the God of Love. This Love God shared with us
is exceedingly above any and all other blessings which the Lord God presupposed
to showered down upon us: God proposed that in His Word and
Spirit, in His Love for the Beloved, He would suffer. For Grace’s sake God
suffered, and likewise in reciprocity did Grace suffer for His God’s sake.
Unreservedly in Holiness, in the perfection of supremacy, God and the Word of
God, God Sovereign and All-powerful in Holy Spirit, the “One” Divine Spirit of Life
and of Truth bowed low in Love, in Holy Sacrifice. In their singularity of
unity and purpose, peculiarly and particularly the Word and the Spirit of God’s
Bosom went forth in Holiness; for our sake, for our eyes to see, and for heart to
love and hold, thus did the Beloved of God, the very Son of God, in an act of Holy
Faith, spiritual and also physical obedience, in an agreement, and in allegiance
under the auspice of His God and Father deign to be a reality of life and light
for our sake. Will the Lord God allow His love and sacrifice
to be the vanity and vexation of His Holy Spirit? God, the love of God and
sacrifice of God cannot, is not, and was not vainly come, nor come only to be
defeated. Neither in any way was God, did God, or had God of some necessity
been first trepid and precautious, as if second-mindedly thoughtful, or thirdly
in deed literally encumbered or hindered by sin. God unlike like things never moves
in doubt, confounded and tempted by vanity, nor does God hear any remonstrance(s)
of sin and lies, such as did sin whisper beautiful sweet nothings in the ear of
the angel, and the angel likewise in kind spoke of lies filled with emptiness
and death in the ears of men and women. God is invincible and He cannot be contested,
overcome, out done, equaled, or matched even remotely, not in word, spirit, power,
wisdom, understanding, knowledge, nor inkling of ability; neither in anything
pertaining to Him for He is Holy. However, God does mind and notes our
extraordinary attempts, degrees and manners of exacting Love’s essence. He
wants and desire us to imitate love, for we are in the image of Him. God has
made Love infallible that we might be save in it and by it. Of course, we know and understand by
the wisdom of God come to us via His Grace that the Word of God is not as a
thing created such as we are. The Word of God is verily God. God of God. Holy
Spirit of Holy Spirit. Now because God’s Word was sent forth to create hence
the world is created, and it has been manifested by the power of the Word and
the Spirit from things which did not exist, from things which still do not now
exist. All was by Grace and Grace alone. Grace was and is the unbreakable
promise made by the “Faithful One” of God, a promise kept in His Sovereignty of
the Holy Spirit, which is even the self-same Spirit of Holiness of God the
Father, and of which He shared even before anything that is made was made. It is impossible for Grace to fail or
to lie, in Word or Spirit; never is the Spirit of Grace corrupt. The Divine
Promise which came by Grace is “Holy Surety” to those who do not shrink back
from the Truth of it, and who are not resolutely and in deed decidedly defile in
and by their countenance. But the children of Grace are those who in a child-like
confidence of hope wait patiently upon the God of promise, and God’s Word of
promise will be fulfilled. For this reason rejoice and do rejoice abundantly in
heart as if already having received the fulfillment of the promise. They that do
not say only dubiously that they “believe in” God, yet continually in disbelief
and unfaithfulness grieve the Holy Spirit in backsliding and backbiting doubts
and accusation: “Where is God?” “Let the Holy One Come down and show Himself.” They
say “He saved others but could not save Himself.” But the promise is only sure to those
who “believed” God, and who by “works done in faith,” “for the just shall live
by faith,” have shown themselves approved in Truth. Theirs work of belief is
the holy inspiration of cause and effect by the voice of their God, and their
faithful doing is surely undisputable evidence that they have truly “believed”
God"as of standing in His Presence, hearing the sound of His voice, and as touching
the hem of His garment. Their courage and strength for good works of faith is
founded in God Himself. Moreover have become the rare and precious things of
God, the faithful and rightful heirs of the “Living Promise,” the “Life of Grace”
in God. There is no doubt that God’s Will justly
appoint and apply to the faithless things their evidentiary trusted
convictions, doubting and unfaithfulness. For in times past we ourselves
received our just dessert of faithlessness and disobedience. Since the world
has been turning the very many, although knowing God, still did not “believe”
God. And shunned the Grace of life. In their opportunity there was never a
heeding of His voice. Will love lie to its children? When they ask for bread
did love give them a stone or when the desired drink did love give them a cup
of gall. So then where is their love and respect for His Will and His Word, or
who can find any hint of their work done in faith? No but they turned and put
their belief and trust in sin, and the earnest effort of their arduous work was
based in the sin and what the lie had promised them, and quite admirable to the
angel and themselves so they did according to sin. Thus wholeheartedly “believed,”
they heeded the voice and waited upon the promises of sin. The angel being their
first father, the father of the “lie,” and the progenitor of all the generations
of sin. Sin has one first and foremost
advocate: the angel who is said to have fathered the “lie,” in truth the angel
was cast out of its holy estate, and became the despicable adopted offspring of
sin, and sin is the true husband of the lie. But through the deceitful cunning
of sin and in the vile harlotry of the lie, thus was the angel tricked into
fornication and by it in the very innocence of the Garden. Thus along with the
lie the angel has uncovered its nakedness and made ready its bed in this world.
And ever since has it enticed, ensnared, and sought to lay with all the
fool-hearty prisoners of earth; who love adultery and fornication, idolatry and
harlotry with the lie. The one who loves the hourly wages of sin. She is the unfaithful spouse now adverse
to her first love, harden in her heart and affections, she is ignoring and inattentive
to the Grace of Truth: she despises God’s love and faithfulness. She is dead of
all feelings of love and trust and so she does not believe them or sanctify them
in her heart; she has chosen to dishonor the vows of holy matrimony. So is has
the Grace of Truth given her a bill of divorcement and put her away for her
fornication. For Grace is the husband of her youth. The law was not her chosen counselor,
and it thus it is not on her side, but it is her peer and her judge; now her justice
and jury, her condemner and “would be” executioner. Therefore is she to be stoned
and cast out from amongst her people. Already like the dead, to wander in dry places
where there is no water for her mouth, her head, nor her feet; she has no lovers
or friends, nor even a hope anymore in this life. Desolate, and where are her lovers,
sin and the lie, even death will not heed her voice, as she cries for the mountains
and the rocks to fall down upon her, to cover her that she may hide from the
sight of the Holy One. © 2014 kenwillpAuthor's Note
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Added on January 15, 2014 Last Updated on January 15, 2014 Authorkenwillptoledo, OHAboutI would like to say first that I am a High School "drop-out". I finished the 10th grade and half of the 11th. I received my G.E.D when I paid $10 dollars and took the equivalency test while I was in t.. more..Writing
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