I am. Am I?

I am. Am I?

A Story by Kenny N
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A conversation within one's mind as that mind slips away.

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I am what I am. 
I am human. Or I was human.
Am I still a human? Yes, I think I am. 
But what is it to be human?
To be human is to walk and think and talk and breathe.
But to think is to have a mind. Do I have a mind? 
I've never seen my mind. But I must have one.
For I write these words and I think about them as I go.
Or do I? Is it I that writes these things? Or another version of me not yet known to me?
Why must I feel this way? Where has my mind gone?
Am I still a human? Perhaps I'm two humans. Or am I just an animal?
I do things in a human way, yet I remain unaware of these things I do, and which ones are human.
Maybe I am just a being. A being in a body. Yes, that sounds like me. 
My actions a mere expression of my mind that once was, by way of this vehicle which is called a "body".
But what is being? Is being not human? Or is human aware of said being? This is conscious.
Wait, I've never consciously thought of my conscious. How then do I even know what this conscious is. 
Conscious. What a presumptuous thought. To think I know what it is to be conscious.
To think is to be conscious and to assume that I am aware of this conscious is to be an arrogant human.
Ergo, I am human. Or am I a being? Perhaps I am a human being. 
The very stating of which is to state that I am a human who is being. Yes, that's the one. That must be me.
I am simply a human who is being. And in this practice of being, I begin to fail. My mind is leaving me now.
When it is gone, I will cease to be. I will merely become a human. Just a lump of flesh and bone, melting into my chair.
Goodbye mind, goodbye being. You will be missed. Or will you?

© 2015 Kenny N


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