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My head is spinning, I don't know what to do

What to think, what to say

I don't know how to make things right again

you tried not to hurt me but in that

Process you hurt me the worst

And in silence I hurt you

By not saying anything, I said

The most hurtful things of all

I never meant to but I did anyway

Not thinking beforeI acted

Not talking before it out

not facing the problem

Avoiding it

M heart aches for you because

I see you here and there

You are clearly hiding something

I can see the pain etched in your face

You try to cover it up

but you cannot hide it form the people who know you best

M head hurts becaseu I have no clue what to do abotu it

MY stupid pride swollen and huge

I let it get to big over such a short summer

I wasn't paying attention to it

It slipped past now there is

This huge glass wall you keep putting up

I need you to remember I am my own person

I know how to feel

I am learning how to fail

I can love for myslef

Please I beg you to let me make mistakes

For myslef

I will solve my own problems

you may help but do NOT take control

that is the thing I hate the most

Yes I am young

But like many say

" Age ain't nothin but a number"

I am growing

I am learning how to deal

Let me trip

Let me stumble

Let me fall

But still help me get back up

Brush me off

And I will go on my way

with you with me