A girl named Makayla

A Poem by Ken_Nelson

I mess everything up that i touch
I can never be happy
I'm all alone in this world
But still one person stays
I never knew she was so nice
But i have probably messed that up too
I don't blame the people that hate me
I just blame myself for being unwanted
Only one way they will be happy
And that way is to end it all now
If i end it all, all but one will be happy
But that one person is strong enough to stop me
Why is itthat one person has so much control
It's called love and caring
I don't get much of this though
But when she talks to me she fills me with happiness
I don't know her well
But i think i love her
She doesn't laugh or ridicule like the rest
And she makes me smile like it takes no effort
She makes it hard to be depressed or sad
I want her to be with me
But i don't know what to say
All i know is that i love her
The girl named Makayla