Wishful thinking

I'm not sure why I assumed you'd be there

I mean you never were before

but my thinking at night isn't always bad

sometimes its hopeful

wishful thinking

maybe they'll accept it

maybe everything will go right for once

but why do I bother

if everything I do is wrong to you

you claim to be there whenever I need it

and you would always support me

but not once has one of my ideas been considered

or put into action

or maybe they just haven't been heard

because you were never

and will never be there.