Lost and Confused

Im split in two
I dont know what to do
Im so confused about everything
my brain just needs to stop
before i consequentlydrop
silently falling to the ground
hoping to never be found
this is what i want?
this is what i need
i cant handle this anymore
my body is so sore
i cant keep going like this
i know i will be missed
but im suffering
everyday fighting
...to wake up
...to keep going
pretending to be happy
pretending i want to live
i have nothing else to give
im losing hope

 

Author's Note

umm... I'm not sure i like this one? i only write when I'm down so sometimes i feel like I'm just whining? any suggestions?