Had to Let Your Heart Go

my anxiety said woooooo

Need to give credit where it is due,
that being said, this is inspired by Rakim Athelaston Mayers’ “Changes.”
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I've never felt more lost
than I do now.
At the point when individuals leave,
I appear to discover within,
it so difficult to recuperate.
Seeing them proceed onward
develops scorn, that I shouldn't have.
I'm such an irate individual, with no where to channel the anger.
I keep everything inside, not realizing how to try and adapt.
Why can you change?
& I'm deserted?
It's been this way for such a long time,
I wonder why I have such contemplations
I wonder why it is so difficult for me
I wonder why I feel so alone?