1st year

College

Frankly it's a shame

That I have fallen for this game

That I really think this is great

To be deciding my future fate

There is nothing I could give 

To make me want to live

In a world of hatred and slumber

Oh and may I have your number

Because I really need it to call

To Call you at your hall

on your phone so that I could talk

and maybe we could walk

We could walk over to get a dish

And maybe I can tell a story of a fish

with my arm on your shoulder

and want to warm you as you get colder

But my mind still won't allow

So I just forfeit and my head bows

I don't understand why I think

So maybe I should take 1 more drink

And ahh wow that stings

but at least I cut the strings

From my mind's hands and all

I really should drink more alcohol

And school is the place for that

Oh so I think this for fact

Or could this just be a myth

then again I can't get nice clothes from a thrift

So here I am pouring my heart

But no one is here with a bucket to start

So I'm just wasting my words and breath 

Oh damn sometimes I smell death

But take my words into consideration 

and maybe bring it into configuration

I really love the distorted sound

 but no 1 can take that up town

So I sit alone in an alley

and when I come out get sell out tally

Because I am lost in this place

I trust the first smile upon a face

And sure it's a nice start

But then again I'm not being my heart

I'm not speaking what I really mean

This now seems to be a common theme

For Jesus I will laugh at on toast

and then ask him to not have me roast

which I don't even believe the oven is on

but be safe and trust the Son

But no matter what I think

I should always take that awful drink

And maybe a cracker to go with

And make sure I don't talk about a sith

Even though I trust everyone near

I just have some major fears

Though many have been gone

I don't want to do whats morally wrong

I just wish to play my strings

and try my very best to sing

Though also screaming is a blast

but I'm afraid the crowd will leave fast

So goodbye to the flannel I love

And now just accept a fake above

Be happy with the friends I've made

I honestly do love them