Belief

Just something that needed expression

I can't describe it even

Though I believe in

Something that can not be

Which won't stop following me

Who I always want to converse

Yet I'm not worth a purse

Who I only wish to hold and touch

But this would be way too much

I can't get attached in this way

But I will always pray

For that single love

But I must not put my feelings above

What is already present and here

I will only end up in tears

And lose a special thing

That no one else could possibly bring

So to the darkness I go

And let the jealousy grow

This is a secret for me

Nothing that she can see