Who cares?

A Poem by Kari

I'm shattered
Who cares?
I'm broken, lost, tired and confused.
Who cares?
I feel unloved, uncared for and...
Who cares?
The little girl inside of me was hurt, neglected and abused.
Who cares?
She deserves a hug...but it's too late.
Who cares?
Would punishment to those that hurt her, help her....it's too late for that too.
Who cares?
I'm alone, isolated and afraid it will never change.
Who cares?
The voices, the thoughts are all too much.
Who cares?
The depression and anxiety win most days.
Who cares?
I just want to be lifted up, supported...loved.
Who cares?
Have I done so many wrongs that I don't deserve any more than this?
Who cares?
My trust, confidence and happiness have been stolen, crushed and broken into little tiny pieces that I am trying to put
back together but keep dropping all the pieces and
No one seems to care.
I can't do it alone.
I must do it alone.
Can I?
Will I?
Who cares?
I am such a small voice in such a loud, chaotic world...does it matter?
Who cares?
Every tear costs my soul something...but what? What is the cost of this pain?
Who cares?
Will it go away, can it? Do I care anymore? Does anyone?
Anxiety, depression, thoughts, voices, pain, tears, cruelty, humanity and numbness....they have me locked into a box that
I can not get out of to spread my wings.
Who cares?
Is it over, will it ever be, should it be?
Who cares?
Will I be alright?
Can I be?
Who cares?