now,

I love you,

But this pain isn’t worth it,

I cry out in secret.

Wondering if you even care,

‘you’ll never lose me.’

Lies.

My eyes, turn dark,

When I see your face.

The memories flash in front of me,

I reach out- they disappear.

I am a ghost in your world,

Forgotten part of your life.

I still feel your lips on mine,

The words that came from your mouth,

Broke me.

The jagged rips in my heart,

Refuse to heal

I’m not mad,- how could I be?

But you’re the mountain,

In my way to joy,

I climb and climb,

Yet I keep slipping.

you couldn't care less,

yet i still search for this hope,

that i know in my head i'll never reach,

yet my heart is so determined.

I hope it's good at dealing with failure, cause thats all this is going to add up to be.

Every second that passes by,

Hurts worse then the last,

For you always told me,

With every second that goes by,

Is one more second,

To being with you forever.

You don’t know what love is.

But I do,

I know what its like to love someone

More then yourself, and give up

Anything and everything For that person,

even if its your happiness, for theirs.

You do it without thought,

Because you would rather die of pain,

Then to see them in an ounce of it.

I love you. But I don’t want to anymore.

This is hurting too much,

You hurt too much.