help ?

 

walking home in the rain,

i begin to cry,

the pain thats inside,

finally come out,

and i scream out loud.

my lungs feel like they're going to collapse,

a suck in a quick breath,

as i fall to my knees.

with a rasor in hand,

i cut my own wrist,

the pain is replaced with the new pain.

i scream louder,

no one hears.

i stop bleeding,

the old pain comes back,

my face hits the cement,

as i curl in a ball,

the rain comes down harder.

i lay there crying,

wishing someone would help.

but i am alone.