love sick

I liked you ,
i loved you ,
i had you ,
i lost you,
now every tear that escapes my eyes ,
isnt because i lost you,
its because i was oblivious to the pain
that loving you would bring,
now im stuck in this love sick wirl ,
despretly trying to break free,
every boat crashed by the sharp edges,
every hand gets ripped away ,
until there is nothing left, besides me
and this messed up journey
all because
i was a stupid girl ,

               and fell for you .