For a boyy.. ♥

Feeling scared,

That you'll go.

Holding on,

I'll miss you so.

 

Feeling safe,

While with you.

Hoping that,

You do too.

 

Wonder how,

Wonder why..

Maybe I'll have to,

Say goodbye.

 

Praying, hoping..

That you'll stay.

Knowing theres,

No other way.

 

Keeping ground,

Losing earth.

Wonder how,

Much this is worth.

 

Letting go,

So you can shine.

Although I wish,

You'd stay mine.

 

Seeing all,

That you miss.

I will always miss,

Your kiss.

 

Too attached,

Why wont you stay?

Baby I know,

Its the only way.

 

Go on now,

Ill wait here.

Baby,

You are just so dear.

 

Darling boy,

I hope you know..

I don't want to,

Let you go.

 

But anyway,

You want to leave.

My heart will remain for you,

On my sleave.

 

Oh how much,

You already know.

Baby please,

Please just go.

 

It hurts so much,

To think about..

But baby,

I dont want to shut you out.

 

Unguarded heart,

Broken walls.

Learning how,

To catch my falls.

 

Letting go,

Is hard to do..

But baby,

I'll do it for you.

 

Pouring out,

All my heart.

Praying not to,

Fall apart.

 

Blue eyes,

Stair back at me.

I just wonder,

What they see.

 

Soon,

Those blue eyes will have to go.

Never seeing,

The s**t I don't show.

 

Left here,

Now unsure.

What was everything,

That we were?

 

Exploding mind,

Pounding heart.

Short of breath,

How did this start?

 

I don't love you,

How are you so close?

How are you the one,

Who knows the most?

 

Knowing soon,

You'll be the past.

Although I wanted,

Us to last.

 

Anyway baby,

Time to go.

Oh how much..

Ill miss you so.