Freezing Eyes

It hurts so bad to know that,

The one I knew's not there.

To remember that once I kissed you,

And ran my fingers threw your hair.

To look in your snowy, freezing eyes,

Seeing someone different,

Someone I despise.

Watching as you pass by me,

In the busy, hazy halls.

I just feel like crying,

But I'd settle for dying.

You're cutting at my heartache,

Like I cut at my skin.

Bleeding, stinging, pounding,

How did this begin?

You sold me with a smile,

Then you said my name.

You killed me with a phone call,

One day brought so much pain.

Don't pretend you ever loved me,

I know you never did..

Its okay that you fooled me,

I was the ignorant kid.

Now just let me be,

Let me cry it out.

Although I know I'm not free,

I'll take the cowards way out.