My last goodbye to you.

This is about when I got my heart broken by a guy I fell in love with. It hurts still soo bad but I'm going to get over it even if it kills me. He's not worth it, and I know that now.

         I wish I could say how much I really miss you or how much I love you still after everything. You have no idea how much you hurt me. You basicly ripped out my heart, tore it up, through it on the ground, stamped on it, spit at it and left it there in the dirt. I wish you knew how much it hurt when you were gone. How much I cried. I prayed for you back. I prayed to die. You were EVERYTHING to me. I was lost without you.

         I still hurt. I still cry but I don't wish to die. You walked so easily in and out of my life. You aren't worth my tears and you weren't worth my time. I will get over you. Maybe not today or tomorrow but someday I will have forgotten about you. Maybe someday you'll realize what you lost. Maybe you'll realize the pain. Maybe not.

         I wont waste my time missing you. I wont waste my breath trying to get you back. I wont waste my breath speaking your name. I don't want to hurt any longer so I'm going to let go.

         I don't know how I'll forget or even if I'll ever forget completely but I will try.

 

I love you.

Thats my last goodbye.