guilty

Guilty 

POP !!

The bottles open.

Thoughts running through my head at a 100mph. 

Not caring, not thinking of others.

I pour 20 pink pills 15 white pills.

Than bombs away.

The pills sliding down my throat,leaving a nasty taste.

Everything going silent all I can hear is my thoughts.

As I watch the drop of water slide down the side of the glass cup. 

BOOM!

Everything goes pitch black. 

Waking up in a panic!

Am I alive ?

Voices all around me.

Mikayla do you remember what you did? 

Words slurring as if I drank 4 bottles of whiskey.

Eyes getting heavy everything back to black.

When I wake up I don't remember a damn thing.

They told me things i've done and said, but...

I don't recall any of it.

As I sit there all I can think is why couldn't it have worked?

Now i have to deal with pain , guilt , judgement!

 

Author's Note

Give me all your honesty don't hold back

Thank you (:

Reviews

[HopelessRomantic]

Wow just...wow.