She

Falling back to my old ways

same s**t from the old days

it feel like I just can't live without it

people telling me I can have a life sober

but I doubt it

every second of the day she's on my mind

the one thing i'm good at in life is concealing the signs

I just wanna pick her up with every second that pass

cuz I can't go a day without s**t happening to my a*s

she keeps me numb from the world

i'd rather not feel

so I figure it's a great deal

I can always turn to her in the mist of my darkest hours

a special relationship that's ours

I know that it is wrong

but I don't know if I truly regret this path

cuz someone to be there for me is all I ask

and she always is

so I don't know how I can ever break this thing off

she has a spot in my heart forever soft

she just very well may be the thing to take me out

and still I can't bring myself to choose another route

I guess we'll be together till death do us part

cuz she's the only one who's been there from the start