Again

Time and time again I make stupid mistakes

how many times will I have to go through these remakes

of my past

cuz life can be taken away from you inna flash

and yet people still think there's value in the cash

I just want to be free at last

but this darkness coming over me fast

I know a demon is about to come out and lash

against me

evidently

I am my worse enemy

will I be the cause of the end of me

i've been going too long thinking i'm as strong as a lion

but i'm lying

for years addictions had me in confinement

eating away my life making me feel worthless

trying my best to look fine on the surface

please mama don't be disappointed in me

but an early death is what I foresee

 the only thing that makes me mad about it is I have no legacy

because my girl can't go through pregnancy

I just feel i've been deprived so much

the devil telling me with him i'll be revived and such

with Rastafari he's tryna make me lose touch

i'll do what ever just to have this evilness out my head

accept the things I can not change the courage to change the things I can 

I have plead

but forces pulling me

and every time that I give in they ruin me

lord please deliver me

take me to the pearly gates cuz I literally

can't stand up when she's flowing through my skin

I hope you forgive me for going through this again

Reviews

[Bri]

You've written a very dramatic piece. I think it's amazing and the emotion you put into it is absolutely captivating. Well done. :)

[kayamon215]

Thank you :)

[felemoomoo]

I love the emotion in this

[kayamon215]

It just stems from my addiction that's what this piece is about