Lost Hope

Spiraling outta control

but I always got that weed rolled

that's all that's keeping me sane is this pack

so I roll one back to back

this ain't no weed track

I just needed something to say

but without maryjane I can't make it through the day

i'm tired of all the stressing

tired of second guessing

so now i'm playing russian roulette with this smith and wesson

I need someone to save me

cuz momma couldn't raise me

I got kicked out

but without a doubt

I stood tall like a man

I always threw up my hands

I was 16

and man I was lost

running around to get high at any cost

now i'm full of dispear

so weed smokes in the air

coke again? never would I dare

but it's not like anyone cared

its always been me, myself and I

i've always been denied

I ain't never have no one there

no one thought i'd make it anywhere

sometimes I wanna prove them wrong

other times I gave up all hope

but this don't compare to my battle giving up dope

i'm inna constant struggle

torn between good and rage

i've been through too much for my age

I just write it on a page

trying to relieve some stress

of course I gotta nice bag of ses

I just need a guide of light

to keep my head right

cuz I might not be here for too long

so remember me by my words i made into songs

Reviews

[Riley Bray]

Kayamon we're all here for you. I get that life is a struggle but your words prove to me that you're strong, because know what? Those who resort to words, like we do here, are always strong. We have a tough spirit, a durable heart and a passionate mind. I know I don't review much but you write so amazingly! Keep moving forward and never stop writing!

[kayamon215]

thank you so much :)

[FocusedAmnesia]

Excellent read, which I hope the writing skills you so clearly possess help you deal with all if the struggles and feelings that life throws at you.

[kayamon215]

thank you and yes it does help

[SpeedyHobbit Armstrong]

Your Writers Cafe family is here for you. You are not alone. Stuff sucks, but you will have better data ahead, just keep being a warrior and defying the bad stuff in your life by fighting back and refusing to succumb to the pain and surrender no matter how, rough s**t gets. you are strong enough.

[kayamon215]

thank you :)

[Junert]

I care, and you aint dying yet. Not anytime soon. You gonna overcome that and prove to the world you are a warrior.

[kayamon215]

i hope that's what's in stored for me :)