the story no one knows

life sucks but, there is always a lite, even in hell, it may be lit my hate and fire but there still lite

I've been through hell. and going through it all, despite what everyone else say's. I have learned, I've learned a lot. I've lost people i love, I've met people i thought i loved. I hit a brick a wall, and i didn't get back up. I took the easy way out, and i took the hard way out. I lost myself, then found myself. I lost myself over and over aging. But no matter what you say, I know that no one can help me. Only I can help myself, and i did. Yes I've lied. Yes I gave up and cried. Yes i tried to end it all, more then once. But now, Right now I'm f*****g strong. I'm proud of my story. Not the drugs, cuts, lies, or the pain i caused myself and others. But of the story that followed that ending of my hell. The story that no one knows.

-Kristin Clary