A Response

I know it can't me be that you're talking about.
I'm not the one you love anymore, if ever.
I had my chance.
I fucked it up
and I wish I could say sorry.
But you're so far out of my reach
that it's impossible.
I'm trying my hardest.
But I'm still slipping.
I know I told you that you were a distraction,
so we couldn't be together.
But even though we're apart,
you're on my mind.
I miss you.
I screwed everything up and I know it's all my fault.
So I'm sorry,
but I miss you.
I really miss you.
You have moved on,
said "I love you" to other girls,
but oh god,
I miss you.