Of his only

It is a romantic story

                                                               OF his only

Hello Life,how are you?you are my greatest desire because its you with whom i can touch the pleasent air blowing upon me and  can see the glowing sunshine,listen that sound of piano or guitar and the most I can,yes, can feel him.

       

                          That was the first day of my college when i saw him or listen him or feel him for the  first time.The first class of first day,and no lecture,that vaccant class and some of my collegues with me; vinny was good,vicky too and may be he."Hey hello miss pink pink welcome to this so called engineering college" he said."Rishabh isn't it better to ask her name dude,miss pink pink hahaha" and then vicky said "i am vicky, vinny here and he is rishabh"."Nice  name mehek",dont know why I was feeling happy,hearing my name from 

him.There is something in his eyes or in his voice or in him that i couldn't understand but only one name was wispering in my ears at that time,"rishabh!!".Three of them burst out laughing when i told them my goal in life is just to touch the sky."O mehek!!! interesting goal ha,you are a fairy na? and i was feeling shy but smiling inside and just then he completed the sentence like "or you are a witch who uses her broom to touch the sky?"he was laughing so much but surprisingly i was not feeling bad atall which i normally does incase of others, even i was feeling happy somewhere inside because fairy or witch whatever! its just for me only, something on his lips,

                      he was reffering to just me only and that was important for me.Vicky,vinny and rishabh all were from the same school and was may be best friends.vinny or vinita was very sweet and lovely girl,she was so and so nice with me and was trying to save me from the notorious funfilled jokes of rishabh and vicky on me .And in this way i found three shweet buddies  at the very first day of my college life.

                          He often did my leg pulling.All his sentences started with "mehek" only.I also used to do his leg pulling a lot and all  my sentences also started with "rishabh" only.I felt so peaceful thinking that i am the one only who resides in his every topic and he is the only one from whom my mornings start and evenings set.But in few days i came to know that there is something in between rishabh and vinny from the school days and both of them like each other too much.That day when i got to know that; i was feeling broken into little little pieces and so much pieces that i can't define in words,but at that time also; can my thoughts,my feelings were able to changed for rishabh? ummmm;no,i could never left liking rishabh at that time also.i liked every small inch of rishabh,his every little thing ;i loved all about him so much may be like a big fan of a big star or may be like a big lover.But from then i didn't show anything openly that what were my exact feelings for him and were keeping those things hidden in my heart only.

                           

                        Our group was getting bigger and then there was a time when we became 10 from 4 buddies.Many names added in our friendlist and one name is akash also.He was a very studious and  intelligent but was very boring.In our group each n everyone found his/her best buddy and i only got the company of akash only. Even in the practical lab he was my partner and i was unable to understand who is more bad akash or my destiny.when i saw rishabh and vinny doing practical with gossiping and fun then i feel like crying seeing akash with me.In our group there were 6 girls and 4 boys rishabh,jayant,akash and vicky.In our group and in our class also all girls like 

rishabh very much.Mostly girls are after rishabh because he were a sweet interesting person like that.He talked very politely and lovingly that any girl could get mad for him.But he never flirt with anyone,it was just his awesome way of talking and can say his style only.

      

                In this way that whole year was running off with 

happiness and funfilled days but sometimes i felt so lonely 

even with bunch of friends.Sometimes when ma and pa scold so much because of low grades in school and my careless attitude in college then i used to feel so sad inside my heart.To whom i should share my pain i was unable to understand and i too was  weird may be,because at that time little little things disturbed me in my mind and heart.My performance was also not so good at college that sometimes my buddies,my peer group  made fun of me.And at that time i didn't want to share those problems with my best friend vinny also because she was having her own life and everything including 'rishabh'.And i talked very little with rishabh about personal things and with others i wasn't opened and would never be thats i knew.

         And that day i really felt so awkward and weird when 

it was 14th feb.There was a party in our college from 5pm to 9 pm in the evening.I didnt want to attend the party but i didnt find any reason to not join the party.And at that time when rishabh was appreciating sweety only and starring vinny,i felt so bad from inside and which was obvious,i felt like crying.I knew i was behaving like kids,with others say also but so what,i am like that,and will remain like that.That evening rishabh talked with me but not much because he behaved the same way with each and every girl except vinny may be.But i only like him and i didnt like anyone like him.Akash was sitting beside me and went to bring cold drink from some stall.I want him to bring cold drink for me also but he was so whimsical so i didnt told him.he handed me his bag,which i was trying to put on his chair and at that time his copy fell down from his bag.i lifted his open copy and  didn't know how my eyes stopped at that point where it was written "mehek"."Thank you God today my mehek is so happy and please God make her happy like that forever" O God! after reading those lines i atonce put his copy inside his bag.I was so curious that that "mehek" is me or someone else or it was not "mehek" there but something else.I saw akash was 

coming and in his hands there were 2 glasses.There was grapes juice in his one hand which was my favourite and for searching that stall more time got spent.But how he know that i love grapes juice,once i told in my group but how he still remember that.But i still didnt believe that just now i read those lines in his copy because he always behaved so badly with me,and he never explained me any topic and keep saying "dumb mehek u wont understand" but in exams it was he only ,who always called and told the important questions.why he always refers me dumb,may be he wrote some joke in his copy 

                That whole night i spent in thinking whether those lines were true or just some joke.Next day in the college also i was lost in those thoughts and i stroke with a big stone in the college campus.So much blood started flowing from my leg.I was feeling so much pain and so tears were shedding from my eyes and suddenly i felt someone's warm touch on my shoulder.yes; it was akash.He made me sit at some place there and put some water on my bleeding leg.He was continuously saying,"its ok mehek everything will be just fine just now dear!"He was saying that with that much intense care and love that my mom hardly told me like that even in my childhood.And now i was feeling something else other than pain;may be perturbation to read his copy.He made dressing of my injured leg with the first aid box of college and then he wanted to drop me hope which i didnt want.Till then other friends also came and they were asking about my leg  but i didnt find anyone so intensely caring like him.He was only worrying about that how much i was in pain which i wasn't actually till then.He dropped me at home from his bike and after reaching home also i wasn't actually reached there.      

                Whole day no call came though my mind and heart were stuck with phone only.Suddenly the phone ranged and i heared,"Hello mehek how are you now?"he was rishabh &

then,"mehek take care and please don't come college tomorrow,we aren't coming today to see you but will come tomorrow ok","O mehek take care otherwise i will die without you hahahaha bye sweetheart!",vinny and rishabh was there.Today i found every word of rishabh meaningless though it was frinedship and attachment but it was not so passionate like some intense love.At night i cried that day but i didn' know the reason for which i was crying because i didn't had that much pain in my leg remained.I was 9'o clock pm when that call came."hhh hi,are you ok now?"."Take care ok" and i wished that last ok will not end for tonite and probably forever!!."bye see you".

              

              Today after so many years he is still with me as my better half.We did arrange marriage and he dont know that i know what is in his copy.Neither he told me "I love you" nor me but i felt that in every moment with him.Now also  if i am having any problem or pain ,then his eyes get wet,which i can see only.In my every happiness he seems to be happy and smiling right from his heart.And for me,he stays in every small part of my heart like noone ever enters that like that,not me,myself.I am no more mehek but his mehek only.

           Till today ,i like to fly high to touch the sky because my sky,my akash is with me always and will remain there for as many years as infinte the limit of sky!!

             

                     "The End"                                           .

Reviews

[M P Ramesh]

kavya,

Do not think that all stories are ending with happiness. The pang in between are so felt inside the story which was overcome with hope........yes....endless hope. The strange miracle with the writer is that he/she obseves it ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yes everything objectively. Try to catch hold of that art be objective totally while so immersed in subjectivity.


nice and good attempt with the warm of love ...unsexed love.................. i liked it


carry on

mp

[kavya]

Now i completed the story.........mr mp ramesh it ready to be read by u firstly and please send me your feedback as soon as possible

[kavya]

Thanks mr mp ramesh..........do u like my story??.....really??.......how much?

[M P Ramesh]

passionate
may i recall" spontaneous overflow of powerful emotions" indeed
mp

[M P Ramesh]

kavya,


do it..................
with courage for not looking for reviews
who are they the critics
only a writer can understand another writer fully
carry on..............

mp