Here I am, standing in the middle
of the street in a dream like state. The air is bitter, my arms are shivering,
and the tears that I am crying have turned to ice.I don’t remember how I got here or why I am here, but all I
can think about is the beauty surrounding me. I look around me and the only
thing disrupting the beautiful white blanket of snow, are footprints, my
footprints. The yellowish streetlights, light up the white blanket and make
the, what should be perfectly white snow, have an eerie yellow tint to it,
which if you ask me, takes away from the pure beauty of what I am seeing. Maybe
it was my subconscious that took me here; I have always thought that winter was
a pretty season but not like this. There is something different about tonight.
Tonight I am aware of more than what is right in front of me. I can smell the
crisp cold air filling my nostrils, with the most pure and clean scent that one
could ever smell. I get down on my knees, the deep snow cushioning, yet
freezing my legs (shorts were not smart to wear tonight) and with my bare hands
I touch the snow. For some reason the snow doesn’t feel normal. It feels almost
like a watery powder, as I lift it up to examine it, I spread my fingers and
the snow trickles back to the ground between them. As I start to stand up, the
howling of the wind ringing through my ears startles me. I feel as if I have
lost all of my other senses and all I have to rely on is hearing, it is so
piercing and clear. Then, I look to the sky. The sky is a dark navy blue, a
very cloudy night, with a full moon hiding somewhere behind the gray pillow
like clouds. The snow was still falling from the sky, so very slowly might I
add? I close my eyes, lift my arms like a bird, throw my head back, open my
mouth and stick my tongue out to catch the slow moving snow. I taste the drops
on my tongue, like actually tasted the snow. I don’t think I have ever done
this before, it felt so cold, so refreshing, and so revitalizing, hitting my tongue
that I can’t remember why I was ever crying before.