If You Hate Me Tell Me Please

Do you really like me?
I think you're just too nice to say no
Just tell me the truth
Even if it kills me

If you don't like me just tell me
Please it's better than to live unrequited love
It's also better to know and be hurt
Then to not know and live forever in pain

Could we be?
If you hate me then not
I try
I really do try my best

I don't care if you hate me
But please tell me
I can't figure you out
So tell me rather than have me guess

Who do you like?
Who do you hate?
I care about you
I like you

Friends? A misused word
You can lie
I can lie
But tell me honestly

For just one moment
Let's be serious
I'm not joking
When I say this

I like you
No
I love you
I would die

If you told me you hate me
Don't let that stop you
From saying it
Straight to my face

I don't know if you knew
But I hoped and prayed
That my gifts said enough
You shunned them

Does that mean you don't like me?
What does it mean?
Tell me please
I need to know

If you hate me tell me please
I thought we had something
Maybe that was just me being blind
Maybe there's absolutely nothing

I had a great night
One great day
The best day of my life
And now it's back to normal

We lived, we laughed
I thought stars aligned
But I guess I was wrong
If I'm not tell me please

I was blinded by you
Your laugh, and your dancing
You made me laugh, and cry
Why do you make me laugh

Why do I have such a great time with you?
Why do you turn me on?
Or maybe I've been reading it all wrong
Maybe you hate me

If I died what would you do?
Would you laugh?
Would you cry?
Would you feel guilty

One last chance
If you hate me tell me please
Save me from humiliation and embarrassment
Tell me straight to my face

Author's Note

I know this is outrageously long but it's something I'm giving to my friend/crush. If I feel like it. This is about not being able to figure someone out. Hope you like it! If you have any comment or suggestions please share!