The Pain of Overestimating One

Don't you like me?
Do I need to change?
Am I overestimating you?

I must be
How could I let myself think
That a guy like you
Would ever like a girl like me

Our worlds are different
Maybe it just won't work
Maybe I have
Overestimated you

I just don't know
Are you capable?
Or are you afraid
We are two different people

We don't live in the same world
We don't see eye to eye
We may seem alike
But we aren't

I've overestimated you
To think
I deserve your love
To think
You would like me

Maybe in truth
Your just too nice
Maybe
You don't like me at all

You could just be too nice to shun me
Maybe
If I give up
Maybe you will be okay

Maybe I'll be okay
In reality
I'll never give up
Never

Never again will I give up
Because of my past
I overestimate people
Just because I want friendship love

The kind of love and support
That I never received
I don't whine
I cry and hope I'm understood

I hope for a bright future
I hope that the pain stops here
But it doesn't
It continues like life

I never want to be in pain again
If I give up
It's because of me
It's because of my life

It's because I gave up
I gave up on living
Why live in pain when
You can die and be happy

Why?
Because people tell you to live?
Just so they can hurt you more?
No

I can't take it
I've dealt with enough
I've reached my limit
It's over

It was over before it even began
Maybe I'm a ghost already
But I have feelings
Feelings that are easily hurt

I'm easily hurt
There's only so much I can take
Pain is something that lives on
I hope no one goes through what I did

I know people have it worse
But for me
It's enough to make me
Give up

People say don't give up
But sometimes
You can't help it
It happens

The halls remain silent
We remain alive
The world remains turning
People keep living

People keep dying
People continue endangering themselves
People remain in pain
People face hardships

Yet

Life continues on

Author's Note

I wrote this a few days ago and I hope you guys like it. I wrote this because it describes a situation that a person could be in. It also describes what a person could be feeling depending on the situation. Hope you like it!

Reviews

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Amazing!!!!! love it~!


100 pasta~'s out of 100 :)