lost

Its a feeling I don't know how to explain

I have spent time writing in different spots.

Nothing compares to when I got my headphones in.

I didn't ever think I would have this many problems.

My way of doing things is troubling all those around me.

I am relaxed when I have my headphones in and I can sing along.

I am in my comfort zone. 

There are certain songs which make me feel a certain way.

Those feelings aren't just going to go away.

I know I allow myself to feel that way. 

Its who I am.

I am not going to change over night.

I like how I feel when I think about some of those people.

Its an issue I have.

I know I have problems.

I am working on them.