August 09, 2012

Stupid YouTube...

SMIF!

Ugh! I went onto YouTube today and it told me that you Liked a video. Seeing your face hit my heart like a sledgehammer. I seriously felt like the air got knocked out of me. Fortunately, it was an imaginary sledgehammer so I am not physically damaged in any way.

Today I was sitting on my bed with my two younger children and all I was doing was blowing onto their faces. They were totally cracking up hysterically. I became very light headed shortly but they wanted me to continue. I was wondering if there was a documentary made about a day in the life of me, if anyone would watch it. And also if they'd think I was crazy.

I'm getting annoyed again trying to explain to men that I do not want to date. I plan to marry my imaginary friend in 4 years or hopefully some time before his grandmother dies. And no, she's not imaginary, she'll really die.

I was talking to Mitchell today and he was wanting me to send naked pictures to him. He just got engaged to his girlfriend. I don't get it.

I wonder if that is something you would be interested in? Haha. I mean, would you just be utterly horrified if I sent you a nude picture of myself?

Out of respect for your wishes, I wanted to delete your phone number from my phone... however, it asked me "Are you sure you want to delete this contact?" and I could not bring myself to press "Yes" so you're still in my phone. I really wasn't sure and I'm upset with my phone for putting me on the spot like that!

I hope you are doing well. I think about you a lot. I love you more each day that passes... and I wonder if stress is going to kill me before I see you again.

Surprisingly Still Yours,

K