August 05, 2012

I've decided that "soul mate/imaginary friend" is too long of a title. My soul mate/imaginary friend shall henceforth be addressed as SMIF. The way he abandoned me, he hardly deserves a longer title.

To My SMIF:

I was rereading one of our old conversations that I had put in a Notepad.txt file and I think it's hilarious how clear we made it that we would never have any intentions beyond platonic with each other. This is standard with imaginary friendships, but I just wanted to make sure that you're sure you're sure and I was sure I was sure you and I were clear on that.

Last night, I was having a discussion/argument (with the boy who thinks he might like me) about entering a relationship, and at one point he asked me what I want. I didn't answer because the only response I could think of was "My soul mate/imaginary friend" and I got out of answering by responding very annoyingly. I think that's the second time in my life I have actually filtered my words. You'd be so proud of me. I didn't answer him! Normally, I would have said exactly what was in my head.

To be fair, this was a text message argument so I was able to just delete my response before answering. But still. I'd say that's improvement.

Long story short, I've decided that I deserve to be happy with the person that I want to be happy with and I've been through too much crap in my lifetime to have to settle for anything less or anyone else. I want to spend the rest of my life loving my imaginary friend, d****t. 

Sincerely Yours,

K

PS: I wonder if the sunsets are prettier in Arizona. The smog coming off LA sure makes the sunsets here in OC breath-taking.

PPS: Do all imaginary friends retire in Arizona? Why not Florida like normal folk?

Reviews

[JustSomeGirl]

I know that you said not to review, but I do think that these are quite sweet. I don't mean that in a horrid way, because I really like them GO SMIF's!

[Kaity >^..^< Kat]

Thanks, lady. I needed to smile and your post made me smile. =)

Sorry if these start getting confusing. Hah.