Without It

Without cocaine.

Beers and headaches feed my body.

But that is not all it is hungary for.

A girl wanting to get crazy, have fun.

Now needs something else, a little more.

Without that she is drunk and senseless.

A boring mind with no voice to share.

Because when your not high you feel nothing.

Not a drink of liquor, not a care. 

People don't seem to understand,

the pain of not having that certain feeling.

But once you have tried it your in the car.

On the ride of your life, your own personal healing.

And without it you are stuck to drain.

All the emotion out of your own soul.

But when the ride is ready again.

Your ready to commit anything, even your own soul.

I didn't ask to be seduced with this crazy drug.

It came through and grabbed my body one handed.

Now I'm stuck in this powerless world.

Acting a complete fool, I am being totally candid.

And without it I am no longer fooled by the devil.

The man that wants to take my body over.

He is weightless without this drug inside me.

And I am more human in the world, more green then a clover.

Author's Note

Real life. Sorry.

Reviews

[Dream Weaver]

Sad to say that cocaine was my drug of choice many years ago.
It takes over your mind body and soul. You lose everything and
anything you truly love and posess. Gone is everything you have
ever acheived in your life. It's grip is frightening and many can't
break free try as they might..I've been clean for 30 yrs and still
can taste it when someones doing it.. I feel ya and wish you the
best of luck, because cocaine's a b***h!

[.]

the white devil...it's a false love, you need to find that feeling in another source..it's there..maybe in your writing :) (be safe)