Transcend

Ahh...what a life my friends..

Spiraling down this unmarked path
New happy beginnings have faded away
Bringing me to an emotional close
Changing my body, it's thinning today.

Dark circles lay under my sad eyes
Where does this disaster ever end?
I've been couting the days for way to long
My hidden misery I have fought to defend.

Shuddering in my exhausted sleep
Hoping the next day won't be a bad one
But everyday has it's bad news these days
Just rain and sleet out the window, no sun.

I crumble up and hold my shaking knees
Because fear is what I hold in the future
Blinding my good intentions, taking them away
Injecting me with sadness, the hole you puncture.

I guess time will tell in the weeks to come
If my life will be in the high or in the low
Christmas won't be the winning holiday this year
Because we have no spirit, nothing to show.

But I will have to bear it all the way through
I don't know if I can be with happy family in the end
because all hope has seeped from my brown eyes
And I am left with no desire to transcend.

Reviews

[foolsrush]

Wow, I really like this one