Lost My Soul

Lost My Soul

A Poem by Kaotic Barbie
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There really isn't any desire left, I'm afraid.

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I've taken charge from my own body
Slaming my soul to the dirty ground
All confidence flying past my sight
Reality speaking, but making no sound.

I have escaped among the bright nothingness sky
Loosing my inner piece, my main character role.
Trapping myself in a cold storm of misery
I have got nothing left, I have lost my soul.

The pain is as cold as ice tonight, giving me chills
Torturing my every being that I have lived for
Blackening my swollen eyes, so lost in the world
I need to end this scandal, this self-war.

I used to be high above the trees in hopes
Flying through my soundly sleep with dreams
But that part of my life has taken a different turn
Scaring my broken soul away, following the screams.

Its just that once your totally broken
You can't go and recover easily, just pay the toll
My pain haunts me in the very corners of my eyes
I have got nothing left, I have lost my soul.

And when all is said and done, over the bridge
I can't just stand tall and act under control
My arms are tired from carrying all this weight
I have absolutely nothing left, I have lost my soul.

© 2008 Kaotic Barbie


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The pain is as cold as ice tonight, giving me chills
Torturing my every being that I have lived for
Blackening my swollen eyes, so lost in the world
I need to end this scandal, this self-war.
I used to be high above the trees in hopes
Flying through my soundly sleep with dreams
But that part of my life has taken a different turn
Scaring my broken soul away, following the screams.
Its just that once your totally broken
You can't go and recover easily, just pay the toll
My pain haunts me in the very corners of my eyes
I have got nothing left, I have lost my soul.
even in those sad moments..you talk about sadness so romantically..yes romantically
you say once there were big hopes ..big dreams..need to end this scandal this self war
thats so wrong..someone who is so well gifted and looks to have a heart of gold..and then
you can never say to life you are to end unless its really death ..as long there is a breath
going out and in the fight goes on ..we are not losers dear ..we will never leave without a big fight
to get back what we own ..our dreams..our hopes ..you want to skip them all..wrong
wonderful


Posted 15 Years Ago



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Kaotic Barbie
Kaotic Barbie

Baltimore, MD



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My name is Kati. I'm 20 years old and live in Baltimore, Maryland "And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. Th.. more..

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