I Have A Confession

It just keeps on coming out..

I've been walking in circles, but I don't care
Knowing what I'm doing, but hideing it from them
It's a confession i have to take, but can't tell
On this beautiful flower, I stay at the bottom of the stem.

Drowning in my own emotionless pool
Pain, it's like a game to me, an obsession
Because without pain, how would we heal?
But to them I'm already strong, I have a confession.

I'm walking back up the same old trail
but that doesn't mean I'm stalling, oh no
I've been procrastinating for several hours
With no hand to grab a hold of, no place to go.

There's nowhere I would rather be, honestly
Right here in my own desperate heartache
Because thats really all i've ever known, you see
In this life of fatal dissaster, how much can i take?

I've been severly challened to this present day
Taking me up and down roads, learning a new lesson
But I still sit with the pain from the day I opened my eyes
But you don't know this about me, I have a confession.

Trial and error, thats been the story of my life
I've been dumped off to the birds in this session
But you still don't see the real me, my burning heart
It's swelled to the size of a mountain, I have a confession.

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[bluessadmood]

I'm walking back up the same old trail

With no hand to grab a hold of, no place to go.

There's nowhere I would rather be, honestly
Right here in my own desperate heartache
Because thats really all i've ever known, you see
In this life of fatal dissaster, how much can i take?

I've been severly challened to this present day
Taking me up and down roads, learning a new lesson
But I still sit with the pain from the day I opened my eyes
But you don't know this about me, I have a confession.

Trial and error, thats been the story of my life
I've been dumped off to the birds in this session
But you still don't see the real me, my burning heart
It's swelled to the size of a mountain, I have a confession.
I can only say its all in your hands..life is just a game ..a game..dear..a dream
do Not take it seriously..it will fool you..play with her..the same game
do not let it fool you..there is nothing worth all these deep sad thoughts as if you are preparing to shoot for the moon ..
no its just a living try to fool your way around just get yourself out for the present..just live for today ..and tomorrow
will be a very different day..dont let her suck you into her maze ..thats her game dont ever be fooled
its just a silly old life..we all have been there ..remember that..its not really worth it to be involved so wholly
just laugh at her and live any way..for thats life one day up ..one day down..
but if you laugh and laugh.. you will see she will know you are the wiser..and she will stop playing
hurting tormenting..i know her well ..the b***h she is..life

[Katelynn7]

Very Good! I love cryptic poetry, it forces the reader to delve into the heart of the author, and try to piece together the sadness or joy that their feeling! Very cool.