i didn't want you to leave

I didn't want you to leave,
When i said those things,
I meant What you thought
Of him. Not you yourself.
But now your gone. And
The worst thing is, Is
That i know its all my
Fault. Because my stupid
Self..Got me into this stupid
Mess. Now i cry every Single
Night. But i still love you.
Your my best friend....
And i will always be yours.
Even if you do hate me for,
The rest of our lives. And I'll
Always remember the great
times we had. Because there
Unforgettable. Every time we
Had a fight, i know that we both
Cried. But this time, its not
Like that. Were not going to
make up. Its never going to
Be the same.