Pain

Title says it all.

My heart hurts,
Every time I think of how I feel,
Right now.


I want to sleep and not wake up.
I want to smile and forget about,
Sad things.
I want eternal happiness.


But what I want is not important to anyone.
I'm always ignored,
Cast into the corner of an empty room.
No one gives a crap about me.


I'm tired of going through the same things,
All the time.
The fights, the loneliness, the tears,
I want it to end.


There are chains that bind me to "them"
The people who caused it all.
And I want them gone.
They're a thorn in my side.


I think about hopes and dreams.
But I know they'll never come true.
I've tried before,
But they never did.
I'm losing hope.


Life just isn't the same anymore.
I miss those days of being a little kid.


Before, I wouldn't get yelled at.
Before, I wouldn't get hurt,
To the point that my tears overflow.
To the point that,
My heart felt like breaking.


Before, I would just live a life of fun.


I want to go back in time...

Please...just make the pain stop...

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Reviews

[Draven]

Good job, well expressed.

[Yari Garcia (Older Prof..]

I think a lot of people can relate to this poem, and reaching a lot of people inside is important. Well done.

[Whiskurz]

I so hope this is your muse talking and not something you are living.....Well penned my friend I could feel the pain.....Whisk

[kathrina]

I wish. Reality isn't always nice, life isn't so easy~