final baptism

I walked in this sandy shore

It leads me to the ocean

Which I always admire

 

The salty air

Just tasted like my tears,

The coldness

The only feeling I always feel.

 

I looked at the path I came

I only saw my footprints

Only my lonely footprints

In this entire shore of rock and sand

 

The sound of the waves screaming into my ears

Like my past which always used to

Like the waves who is grieving to reach the shore

I am dying to reach my happiness

 

Even this ocean water

Cannot equate the tears I shed

These particles of sand

Cannot equate the pains I had

 

I just want to drown into the ocean

For my final baptism

And wish to never rise up