I WishA Poem by Marisa Kathleen Lopez
I wish that I could be
Apart of the team. Be wanted and needed Talked and joked too... Psychically I am there, I stand, cheer, and dance alongside them But when we break apart I Am usually alone, Like always. It hurts when this happens Cause I don't know what to do I try to be apart of this team But I know they don't want me. Is it that I'm too tall? To fatskinny? Am I not pretty enough? Do I not try hard enough? Do I not talk enough? I do try, but I'm just so scared That I will be rejected and laughed at. Isn't that silly? I just can't help it. I want to be looked at and thought off too I want to be noticed and helped I don't want to feel so alone I don't want to let anyone down I miss my old friends a lot Cause they made me feel apart of them I miss my old friends because I knew I was wanted, loved, appreciated My new friends are supportive But from a distance? I feel like a joke to them I feel like their scapegoat sometimes Like I always have. © 2010 Marisa Kathleen LopezAuthor's Note
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Added on July 8, 2010 Last Updated on July 8, 2010 AuthorMarisa Kathleen LopezEl Paso, TXAboutI love to write, read, dance, and make music. I'm feminist--to a degree--and independent. I love meeting new people and hearing new ideas and theories so feel free to share :) more..Writing
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