nonsense about love and issues

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I am done with this. Everything is driving me crazy. I got guys flirting with me n it's not like I can do anything about it. I'm sixteen in love with someone who's 18. I've been through a lot. My stomach is getting bigger n I'm only 97 pounds.my stomach is never this big at this weight . I'm emotional my books are getting bigger.i have no idea what God planned for me but I'm not liking it. I mean the one person I can talk to is always upset with me for some reason. I can't trust anyone anymore. Never know what's going to happen. I can't wait till the end of the year.my last day in this school. That's only if I survive the rest of the year. I keep sitting here thinking about my past and my future rather than focusing on the present. I only trust him with my secrets. Nothing else tho.i love him but I keep getting hurt I'm putting myself through he'll only to be wrong at everything I do. I'm starting to give up but there's that part of me that's makes me keep fighting for him. Easy love isn't true and true love isn't easy. Love is an adventure.this one seems to have extremely bumpy roads and a lot of twists and turns. People say I'm changing but to be honest I'm not.im acting like myself.all of me not just the nice part. I want to run away...see if anyone misses me or notices I'm gone. I'm doing everything all wrong and I'm always the one who causes a problem in my relationships. What if it was different. What if I did talk to him all those years ago.What if I never talked to him at all. Where would I be now. Truth is karma socks and love hurts.

Reviews

[wordman]

well you are much to young to be worrying about all this stuff live for your self boy friends will come and go you have to live with your choices no one else get that education go to college don`t rush life you will get there soon enough and boys are a dime a dozen