Conversational Melodies

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Tired 

I'm tired

Sparked up three conversations

of the same man

We speak, I cry 

out of sadness

you cry 

out of anger 

We cry for avoidance of facing each others needs 

I continue to be disgusted by his touch 

his hands caressed my hips 

the same hands that grip your thighs

his drunk breath hovered over my face 

the same drunk breath you smell when f*cking each others' brains out 

the bed he sleeps in when I walk to get a glass of tainted water

is the same bed I grew up in 

the same bed I grew to love you and dad

Now 

you love him 

and I love you 

I love my dad

but you love him

you love him 

with a few extra benefits 

He received quite the bargain of buy one get one free 

How to continue 

when I dream to forget 

but his hands grip my dreams 

while they excite yours