seven

Living in a contradiction is like fighting life itself

I want to see light 

But then I close my eyes

I want to grow

But then end up in the past

I want to have hope

But then dread the future

I want to hold your hand

But then do not let you near me

I want you in my life

But then do not want mine

I want

But I cannot

I can

But I am not able to

I am able to

But purely do not know how.