Confused In Words

 

Was it all that simple? Living in this dream

Your pulse disappearing from this unfolding scene

You never understood my rage

I was just another diaries’ page

Every chapter is filled with my pleas

You cut off heart’s frequencies

I have no where to hide

Gagging on my own pride

What was once loud

Is the least bit proud

The more I touch the less I feel

The more I see the less it seems real

These trouble thoughts threaten my mind

I’m tired of saying I’m fine

I’m roaming around what left of your heart

Maybe I can heal what I ripped apart

Plastic memories are surrounding you

You look at me as if my face is new

I know I don’t want this

But the question is will I resist

Is there really no honesty

Left in this shell of me

I taste nothing but my sin

I try to hide in this shallow skin

I’m not the only one who is starting to fade

You think you can fix every thing with a blade

I can still feel you digging inside of me with your claws

Picking at everyone of my flaws

I don’t want to die but at the same time I don’t want to endure

I don’t want this pain and don’t want a cure

Write these words down as they are said

“Will you kill me if I beg?”

 

Reviews

[MagiCrystal]

Nostalgic time that I have saved in my closed...and the loneliness are huge..I write songs of love and I never forget.. but these verses are a fix, rage and ...death..
Winters bleeding on your skin... and an impossible silence.. ragging.. love it..