Convictions To Memory

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The deadness of my skin will probably be alive again tomorrow

But my eyes will still be drowned with sorrow

I let my heartbeat scream

While I choke on my dreams

My voice dying inside of me

From the lack of being free

No matter how many times I engrave my reason into my head

The truth is I’ll still feel dead

So fall away from me

Like petals from a tree

It’s clear

That I have no reason of being here

So when I fall apart leave me there

I wonder how deep this pain will sink into my insides

As my tears multiplies

It’s easier to forget then erase

To wipe the pain off my face

Over and over I choke on the dream that will never be born

Again and again my heart will be torn

Pulses wrapping around my throat but I still don’t gasp for air

Instead I welcome it to the ones that were already there

Today I’ll let the scars pile

And I’ll hide them all beneath my smile

Dying from this life of stress

 I know that my mind could careless 

Goodbye to the nameless part I never knew

But still can taste it every time I take my promises back and chew

Until my body gives out

I will shout

Not with this dead voice but with this crying heart

That is still optimistic about climbing out the dark

I wonder how many times my mind will die tonight

Before the sun comes to sight

I peel at the night sky

For answers for this lie

My own shadow buries me under dirt

Piling memories on top of me until it hurts

It feels like I’m losing control

I’m being haunted by my own soul

Tomorrow I’ll let today sleep

But still the covicted memories I will keep

 

Author's Note

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Reviews

[MagiCrystal]

I think .. you write with the passion... the feeling, the depression, the pressure, the awesome mind you have.. to pen this into a poem..
I love to read your poetry.. it's dark and also.. so mysterious..delirious
I say... !
Very unique ( notice.. i read and love your poetry.
I know we all sometimes .. are deep and also .. dark
but you have this mix.. that attracts me no fluffy tails
Just.. you moved.

[annaXP]

honestly, i absolutely feel the same way. thank you. for being here for me. and this just shows, that you truley feel as i do. and i love this. it is excellent.

[snapstache]

love it

[Donovan "Grey Wolf" Go..]

wow its really good, and you portray your feelings in this poem perfectly, also are all your poems going to rhyme like this, its a nice twist on your old style.