Scattered

I felt the tears rise up in me

Till a point where I can't see

Everything seems like an illusion

Leading only to a dreadful conclusion

Collapsing of my bones

And the feeling of being alone

Looking in the mirror taking apart my face

Searching for that part of me that loves this place

Throw up fills up my lungs

Every time your name sticks to my tongue

As the thoughts come cold

Some new some old

I sharply  hold my breath

I close my mind and leave nothing left

I know i felt this way before

My mind confused and heart filled with war

I don't know what all this means

So I just sit and scream

I slide down on the door

The pain will start again I'm sure

But I feel that I don't want it to stop

Until my body finally drops

It's getting hard to swallow

My insides are now hallow

I never thought i'll feel this way

But I'm broken and scattered away

Reviews

[ROXANE DORSEY]

This one is very nice too. thanks for sharing this poem also.