Dead Feeling

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Sitting in the darkness I pretend

That I didn’t lose myself again

And when I fell, I fell so far

Now I can’t remember who you are

I try to staple shut

All of my hearts cuts

I hate how you feel

You were in love with was never real

I watch you while you cry

Over that side of me that was a lie

I can still feel that part of my scratching at my vein

He still whispers your name

But he was never alive

And in this world he would have never survive

It’s just a matter of time

That I will be consumed by my mind

A doubtless story of fate

And sad struggle of me holding in my hate

This feeling in my heart

is ripping me apart

I wonder if you can still see him in my eyes

my wishes and lies

I was hoping never to feel this again

but the dead feeling is alive in the end

 

 

Reviews

[ROXANE DORSEY]

nice. What inspired this poem it is very wonderful.

[HorrorMaster]

Lovely

[MagiCrystal]

Feelings..can be so wrong and also powerful full of our minds and souls..
feelings fly around.. inside the mind..and they come into many shapes ,colors
flowers, Oceans..and words.. Love it

[Fanciful Goddess]

nice

[Fanciful Goddess]

Beautiful !!!!!

[Sylla Rege'ne]

Oh, my god. This truly describes my feelings of but a few months ago. Loving a lie (or being loved by one) really causes a kind of pain that is almost surreal. I really enjoyed this. I can't wait to read the rest.