To My Once Warm Thoughts

Now that we've sobered up from this lustful adrenaline
I realized I'm back here again
Your voice so weary but words succinct
Trailing off into my tired thoughts before becoming extinct


Back here in New York it feels like it rained for a week
And I'm drowning ever so softly in my sleep
We tried to stitch up our past with such fragile sutures
But from the first kiss I perceived no future

Is it okay to say we're not okay?
And that maybe we will be someday
Because these buildings lights are so enchanting and pretty
But honest to god I won't survive in this city

I know it's cold outside, but I rather be there
Cause there's nothing to hold on to in here
I write this with no means to harm
But darling I'm freezing to death in your arms

It might seem like I'm a quitter
But lately my dreams have become so bitter
And our sheets tangled in this suture
I think it's right to say we have no future

Playing back our life behind my eyelids like a tape
For its become my only escape
Who know maybe one day
We'll be finally able to say we're okay....