Loss of a Mother

When you love someone you hold them dear.when their time comes it hurts so deep and servere.

      You feel so incomplete and you just can't believe,you feel so empty cause your missing a piece.

 It tears your heart up inside,you feel like you want to die or lose your mind.

      When our mom found out she had cancer,she tried to deal with it the best she could by going through treatment like she should,in hopes it would be taken away for good.We tried to help as much as we could.

      Her pain she endured made me cry and brought so many tears to my eyes to see her trying to fight this everyday and every night

      No one ever want's to lose the ones they love,sometimes no matter what we do there's nothing that can be done to change the fate that will probably come.

     Our mom held the family together she was always there no matter what we'd do, this is all true.She was always there to lend a hand she'd never give up on us even when she was feeling really bad.

So sensitive,and positive to she has a loving heart through and through. 

     One night I was holding her hand she was sitting in the recliner that we had.Her arm so swollen and in overwelming pain she sat there crying,I wanted so bad to take it all away.

     I looked up above and asked the Lord to enable me to take her pain for her.It really happen and it did come true cause my prayer was answered too.

     I felt so much horrendous pain that I never felt in my life it went all through my arms it was pain I have never felt,even with someone like me who can handle pain but with this words could never explain,

at least for a moment she seemed more comfortable and at peace,she stopped crying and fell asleep.

    My mom was 43 one night she went into a coma,I prayed and pleaded that she'd wake up and smile,

In minutes her breathing became more shallow.I stayed by her side holding her hand and softly whispered we all love you please don't go.  I watched her breathing and seen her take her last breath,I knew she was'nt coming back.

   My body went limp and I felt in shock it was so hard to believe our mom was gone.I hoped it was just a horrible bad dream.We know she'll always be with us cause she's in our hearts no matter where we are.She's in heaven where shes at peace with other loving family and in God's home pain free.She will always be missed that will never change and our love will never fade or ever go away.

 

  

 

 

 

  

Reviews

[Fabian G. Franklin]

Love is bittersweet. But it is the greatest force in the universe. wonderful tribute.

[Sydelle Houston]

Nicely done, Karen. I think when a daughter or son writes about the loss of a parent, it's good therapy because even though we sometimes feel alone in our grief and loss, everyone goes through the same, some time during their lives.

[Ray Hamilton]

S0 sad, I am sorry for your loss
It is something we all go through I lost my father to cancer
I posted a tribute to him on WC called "Dear Dad' take a look at it if you like
Both my parents are gone and my brother, I have just one sister left
Makes one feel so alone
So you see I feel your pain
Very well penned thanks for sharing
I hope you can find peace, have a nice day if you can
Ray