Why you are like this to me

Feeling i get from you...

Why you are like this to me
So cold
So stoned
So unwanted

No matter how much i love you
You disappoint me
You ignore me
You only care for me

No matter what i do
I strive for your presence
I hunger for your attention
I crave for your touch

For how long you will strech this
Emotion less relationship
One sided madness
Zero expectation bond

I don't want only your friendship
I want your love
I want your ownership

I'm so tired pretending that I don't mind
I'm so empty without expectations
I'm so lonely without your attention

I'm so broken
I don't know for how long this will last
But I will love you with all my heart..

I wish you could be the same what you used to be 5 years back
I wish you could be excited once
I wish you are with me completely
I wish I could happy just once