Little steps

As I scream and shout that I don't love you no-more
Those words hurt and cut me deeper than they do you to you
Ironic isn't it? Even though I'm the one pulling the trigger, I'm the one walking away, saying no more
I still somehow feel the pain
Knowing that I'm okay with not loving you, it's a reality that I never wanted to see
I'm constantly remained of the steps I took, the tears I shed, the sleepless night, rolling over to a colder side as I realise you no longer share this bed with me
You know the steps I took
The baby steps that I took to the bathroom
after spending 8 hours drowning myself in my own sorrows
While my tears dried up
Leaving marks on my face
The little steps I took to finally walk out the front door, after spending two days in my dark room
unable to face another day without you
The little steps I took
Which feel like a million steps
To finally be okay to let you go
So as I scream that I don't love you no more
It cuts
you were my world