Alone

As She Sits There, All Alone

Letting No One Close, Always Distant

Afriad To Be Hurt, Afriad To Cuase Hurt

 

Dreams Filled With Enjoyment

Enjoyment Not From Fun

But Causing Misery, Despair, And Death

 

Denying The Cravings,

That Kills The Mind, Body And Soul

Dreams Of Murder, Thoughts of Dieing

 

Two Opposites In One Body,

A Constant Battle,

Save Others And Keep The Battle,

Or Stop The Battle And Save No One

 

What Can Be Done?

When Know One Knows

 

Holding It In,

Turning Hatred, Anger, Dispise

Against Herself, So Other Do Not Feel It

 

Alone By Choice,

Not To Be Hurt, And Not To Cause Hurt

As She Sits There, All Alone

Reviews

[17thWhitePrince]

The battle within one's mind, body & soul be so hard !!
Through my struggles, while I was married, I'd have many moments of anguish, pain, misery, despair, loneliness & thoughts of suicide (tho I'd never act upon it). This poem speaks to the war within that cannot be seen by those on the outside. The fact that you're containing all those emotions and feelings and sadness within yourself just truly shows how Strong you are. The reality that you also purposefully keep the fire contained and do not unleash it upon society speaks volumes to your character overall.

Stay Strong